sunday.

argh,
so fast sunday lerhs.
tmr got sch,
and got lit test!!
maybe gonna die.
lol.

and so.
sunday's life is a bore anw,
u do the stupid hw,
and some others.
and kenneth haven discuss with me the DT designs,
hope he respect me and dun chiong alone.

nth realli much to tell bout today,
except the fact that im at home the whole day.
erm,
den let me say sth:

rmb ytd me and a platoon mate debate abt our sgts and specs.
he say thos specs treat us lyk not wad we should be.
that's why he say he lyk the ltr batch better.

well,
not gonna reveal a lot of wad he say,
in case ltr he gets into trouble.
but to me,
wadever he say is all BULLSHIT.

military is abt superiority and subordinating,
no complains,
no whining.
military is a simple rule of listening to order,
and showing the respects somehow they deserve.

all these days,
when i see my platoon mates dragging the time away in changing parades,
this does makes me a bit of angry and sad.
as subordinates,
we are not to defy orders and rules,
and most important,
showing the basic respect we ought to show.

my days in NCC let me experience a lot of stuff on military life,
lyk the usual "u still have to KID even u dun wan to".
when my potential platoon mates are disrespecting our specs,
at least i say,
"they push hard on us, cuz they wan us to soar in the military way."
at leats im grateful for wadever the specs taught me,
and understand why they are giving us some things in some way.

maybe ppl treat the "suffering" of military as a "tekan cycle",
but they forgot the basis of a military organisation:
"military is a discipline organisation, it rules above anything."

somehow,
to an extent of those things that my platoon mates dun understand,
im able to make use of them in daily life.
military sometimes teach u thing that u r able to use in daily life,
and because of this,
im able to communicate better with my classmates.
but becuz of this,
sometimes,
my platoon mates misunderstand me.

and to end my long chunk of story here with a quote,
specially for the new part A and my mates,
"military does things the military way."