tuesday.

a pretty much boring day,
whr not much things are going on.
well,
2.4km is not a prob,
but i just nid more practise.

sch's been the same.
well,
i do feel high somewhat in the afternoon.
and well,
just been finding "dai ji" around the class,
and those shallows took the effort to shout at me.
sometimes,
it does takes a lot of effort,
to do the right things at the right time for the right reason.

i dunno why they are cracking jokes at the wrong times,
while shooting ppl when it is the right time.

and well,
i just found out something,
i seems to change a lot,
and also not even a bit.
well,
being the free lancing joker,
or the serious Don,
would be the right choice?

sometimes,
im just two different person;
its just about how ppl see me.

monday.

its a pretty normal day,
and you dun really expect much.
lessons are normal,
things are going fine. for this time.

well,
had something to share.
during history lessons,
mr eswaran was explaining to us on an essay?
"to wad extent has the 1955 elections a step towards democracy?"

it seems like almost everyone flunked the essay,
so i suggested that he could explain the meaning of democracy.
but, to my amazed, he was dumbfolded.

"Democracy is a form of government in which power is held directly or indirectly by citizens under a free electoral system..."

something like this.
but a bit more complicated.

to a extent,
democracy is a simple word that can be definite by the above sentence.
however,
this word makes many readers scratch their heads, or simply saying IDK.

well,
even the tcher almost have to say IDK.
wad does this proves abt democracy in Singapore?

saturday.

and for a perfect saturday morning,
you have to return to sch...

first i met tayee at the 7-11.
lol, long time no see.
then went in sch,
saw craig the part a.
lecture him a bit,
for his sucky uniform,
and gave advise, lol.

then had this sci thing,
sian larh.
test wad shit water,
then had to present.
so i ahve to go infront joke.
make the class happy,
see they all sian sian.

then,
had lunch,
and went hm.
pretty normal day,
get to take a break.

"remember, brother, now it is left to our honour."

friday.

and so,
the day begin with hcl.
quite quiet,
as mdm zhang lost her voice. lol.
then had some maths,
and recess.

the day is followed by art,
a free period,
and el and physics.
today's ohysics is full of laughter,
dunno why. hahas.

after lunch opp sch,
was ncc.
wait so long for PT to start.
then, after break was drills.
ahmads danial went crazeh today.
we kiss the sacred mother earth for quite some time.

and its good to say,
during break,
we saw this gal at the drink stall;
she is quite chio, and me, chong kai, dongyi agreed.
lol.

then,
we were doing "the level drills",
to compare our drills, and spot our mistakes.
then the part d came,
we get played,
and a bunch of zar bor was laughing at us.
and encik jingming was doing nth,
IC joining them,
they play till so shuang.
hell man,
wad a lost of honour!

"its left to our honour,
to build a proper combat company.
and i believe we can do it."

then came winston,
hell yeah, he rawks.
we had so much interactive today.
life's harsh today.
maybe we might be better off with the part d,
or with kenneth and soif around.

well,
i didnt like being laughed by senior gals,
our superiors toying around with us,
and some ICs abusing authority.
hmm,
those gd guys,
pls come back!

I must, and I will, build a proper army out of you guys next time.

thursday

today and ytd were somehow normal.
you dun expect alot from times like this.
and tmr's friday.
simply means there's training again.
hmm, i look forward to it.

well,
a lot of commotion happen in the class today.
this grp of designers,
somehow cant accept each other's idea,
and two designs came out,
which we had one challenging another one in the fornt at the last minute.
well,
i can rmb the the vice head set a law,
seven ppl with one design,
and these seven ppl are voted.
but dunno why,
they had some internal stuff,
and two designs came out.
the class broke into two,
like the unionist and confederates,
and the head wasn't doing anything,
扶不起的阿斗。

and of course,
he finally say something,
and save the day, somehow.
this means the unionist have won the battle.

from this situation,
i can infer,
we have low class spirits,
we have a weak leader,
we have too much unwanted comments,.
and,
we have too much wants.
why not elect a strong leader,
let him do and appoint everything,
and we just keep our trap shut till the next election?
and there you guys are talking abt democracy.

the sacred name and meaning of both democracy and republicanism is not be abuse in this way.

and then,
those ppl went back grumpy to their seats?

wad i want to say here,
is that they just want something that looks nice on them,
not a passion item of true bonding,
and they expect things to turn out their way.
when it doesn't,
"oh, strikes, rebellions, revolutions!"
so that is how i came out of the class comm.

maybe the tchers' right;
they are still too young to understand.
unlike david, eugene, junxiong,
they are not ppl with big hearts and great mindset.
they choose to accept, than to understand.

but,
if they still cant understand now,
when can they?

tuesday.

okay.
went to sungei buloh today.
sad that there's rain.
so stay indoors.
and no nid to do sci report.
quite sth barhs.
a gd exchange.

the day is quite dry today.
but i was fascintaed by the video,
which mr eswaran showed us during history lessons.

the video,
talking abt the 1950s-1960s politics.
abt the LF, PAP, MCP, so on.
yeah,
that was wad we called,
"the age of heroes".
it was an amzing surpirse that mr lee manage to defeat marshall,
and using advantage of the communist,
and ltr crushing them.

wad fascinates me isn't how wonderful mr lee is,
but ppl lyk Lim Chin Siong and Fong Swee Suan,
as they were mentioned to be,
leaders of great leadership and charisma.
also a number of communist,
nationalist and other ppl,
like david marshall, lim yew hock,
their great aspirations fascinated me,
and evoke my spirits of nationalism and courage.

these communist,
Labour Front candidates,
even though they either die out,
or tio crush by PAP,
but their spirits live forever.
the same hope for a better singapore,
and i have wonder wad would singapore be like if we still have them.

their spirits,
their abilities,
is somewhat same as "One Piece".
the Age of Heroes and Destiny,
heores rising,
and in the end,
you get someone who defeat all the heores,
and everything goes dull and peaceful.

that video,
really evoke my spirit within.
the way they talked,
their good charisma,
their great leadership that makes thousands fall at their feet...

i swear,
for once,
the communist gave me a good impression.
and i swear,
i shall,
see the revive of the age of heroes.

乱世出英雄， 英雄造时势。

monday.

okays.
today's the start of sch.
you go to sch,
lessons, simple.
not really a lot of things up today.
well,
life sometimes stay the same,
after some unwanted changes.

talked to the class abt the class tee,
the class seems to have no respond.
samantha say this is gd,
as we can do things faster.

gonna have tuition tonite,
and tmr we're going to sungei buloh.
well,
at least we can skip some boring lessons.

well, its time for me to slim down, have some plastic surgery, and maybe stop wearing specs. hmm, i shouldn't smile so much.

sunday.

today's sunday.
which means tmr,
we have to go back to sch.
time comes and flies,
so fast.
yeah,
u cant expect much from the holidays,
as the sch's stress is sth u cant overcome.

nidda get ready for all sorts of shit,
going back to sch,
yes,
back to same old routine.
you dun see colours in life,
when things dun change.

i believe that even though the timetable's reform,
but it has screwed up some lifes.
why just cant lessons start at 0800 or 0830,
so everything will be keep at hand?

i await for tmr,
and i await,
mostly,
for new changes.

comrades, its time for some revolution!

saturday.

the day started off,
with breakfast with david, eugene and ye peng frm 2e2.
then we headed for the sch,
for the sci thing.

i must say its quite a waste of time,
and i dun think it does teach me things.
well,
those things can be taught in lessons.
and i rather the sch in investing the money,
in buying new M-16s and making another gym and rifle range,
instead of squandering money lyk this.

after this thing was..
yeah,
designing the class tee.
those gals were really quite crappy and noisy,
i must say.
and yet they were so quiet at mac...
lol.

and so,
spent the darn day,
doing no stuff.
but at least a got a cool haircut today.
lol.

sometimes, life needs to teach things in the hard way.

attention.

dear friends and accomplices,
from my NCC superiors, platoon mates, juniors to classmates and friends,

i have change my phone number to 93975418.

pls call my new number.

telephone IC and platoon mates especially, and also seniors who find me frequently.

friends who has to find me often, pls take note.

and do not call me for unnecessary reasons.

do not prank call.

life.

well,
life these few days,
are just as plain.
watching anime, play games...
and also visiting temples.
lol.

get to know that my cousin is a tcher.
a trainee, teaching pri sch kids.
but have you ever heard of,
a tcher who buys 4D?
we have one here.

well,
halfway through the holidays lerhs.
have to train at home,
cuz there's no holiday training scheduled.
so,
life,
is somewhat,
relaxing.

stay vigilant, stay decisive: ever ready, for a warfare.

tuesday.

today is a very sian day.
sian day = nth to post.
but i post bcuz she ask me to.
sian...

ok.
today,
spent some time outside.
just to kill time.
den,
im back here,
trying to do hw.
argh.

well,
i hate the life in ZHSS.
why the hell they wann be the very best and giv stress to us...
lol.

sian.
i am idling away...

monday.

The world...
Yes!
Seek freedom,
And the world will stand stretched out before your eyes.
If the endless dream guides your spirits,
Conquer it!
Bear conviction behind your flag!

~ One Piece

a reason that i lyk one piece,
is not truely abt their story,
not abt their abilities,
least abt pirates.

the anime one piece,
inspired me of man's greatest target: dreams.
used to lifestyle in urban singapore,
the superficial meritocracy,
dreams seems to be hooked with certs, knowledges, abilities.
for these reasons,
many inferior ppl had their dreams not granted,
living behind regret and remorse.

one piece and their characters,
truly show me the true definition of chasing a dream.
no matter how hard,
no matter how far,
and no matter how inferior you are,
as long as you set yourself to it,
nothing can be cease!

dreams,
are not just talking and virtual image.
they are,
reality that can be achieved!

i always believe,
life is not fated,
life is not control.
as long as you can defeat anything repulsive,
dreams,
no matter wad,
will always come true.

they might be endless,
but,
if you set your mind and give your full attention,
then,
dreams,
shall stay as future,
something that will come to you,
very, very soon.

yeah.

boring saturday just went on,
and i decided to once,
blog again to kill boredom.

for the past two hrs,
i have been reading a bk on admiral horatio nelson.
quite a gutsy person,
who secure some victories against napoleon.

well,
it is really so sian.
holidays sucks,
lol.

for once, i forgot that i was once a gangster. i forgot i used to roam the streets.

holidays.

well,
today is the start of the march holidays.
well,
gonna feel sian sian over this wk,
as i really cant find any fun activities to do.

well,
not much abt today,
except for the fact that i've been watching one piece since 1000hrs.

so,
today,
is a simple,
yet boring day.

for the first time, i felt so serious.

friday.

friday's always the most tiring,
yet the most fun.
we had our very last 2e3 '09 pe lesson with ms lin.
she's really a very gd tcher,
very fun to play with,
and very gd to disiao.

well,
time flies slowly today,
and as i recount on this term,
well,
these three mths was a fun one.
things comes around and goes around,
whats more,
sometimes i have to fight alone.
well,
i cultivated the spirit of fight independently,
which is a blessing?

NCC.
finally the part c took over for a day,
and i love the way the part c 8 heads execute things.
they do things orderly,
on time,
reasonably.
i admire and respect the seriousness and order that the part c command,
which is sth gd for us to learn.
and i really lyk they way how they settle things,
the way they teach us,
the way they explain to us.

perhaps the most important thing i learn,
is the part a and b reasons to join NCC.
during PT,
part b will say,
"wtf sia...so sian..."
and yet part a will say,
"cool man. i love this."

one of the most interesting thing,
is their reasons.
part b can tell me,
brandon: "i love NCC! i love the smartness!"
ervin: "no other cca to join..."
chong kai: "emmanuel tell me to join..."
me: "i wanna learn how military operates; i wan a taste of their life."

but wad the part a says makes the reasons differ,
yik dong: "i wanna learn to protect my country!"

perhaps that's the most innocent,
the most lame,
but,
the most touching reason one can hear.

wad differs a cadet in potential,
is not how they perform,
but how they think,
and,
how they executes.

thursday.

yeah.
got back all papers today,
and did quite well for CT2,
which i have all A and a B for eng.
not bad.

well,
it was during the rehaersal during CE,
when i found that many ppl went amazed,
cuz qhan played the guitar.
its no fake matter that she posess the abilities,
in terms of logic, music,
well,
its no way that i could deny her as a talented person.

but when many ppl were fascinated by her abilities,
and also the performance,
a though suddenly came to my mind.
"a successful person,
is not one who has great talents,
but one who uses his talents properlly."

it was then i thought again,
"what talent do i posess?"

i do agree,
besides my high analysis skills and being charismatic,
i have no other great talents.
for this reason,
i sowre to learn three skills in life:

-Swordsmanship, to slice all troubles and obstacles in my life,

-Marksmanship, to hit all my desired targets,

-The Way to defeat a billion advesaries, my aim and my dream.

there is no doubt,
that many ppl class me as an inferior person,
but there is also no doubt for my dreams,
for these skills be achieved.

i swear for my life,
even if i cannot prove myself,
to be the best,
but i want to be the most powerful,
the strongest of all.

wednesday.

these few days were slow,
nth drastic happen anw.
life in sch is as sian as ever,
but at least today i had some fun at dnt.
well,
dnt is fun after all anw.
"i think they are not bobo, so giv me the marksmanship badge. lol."

den today that zhang hong humiliate me again.
on contrary to mr ivan lee,
she say i got high IQ but low EQ.
and elicia and her bunch of bitches were lyk so happy,
cuz i get two demerits when trying to reprimand kelly for humiliating me.
wtf?

well,
days are quite smooth sailing.
i look forward to friday,
when the part c take over the company for a day.

"is the formalities, and the conservations, a barricade between a step further?"

monday.

life's been quite slow these days,
and i expect some workload coming,
since march holidays are coming soon.

as the days pass by,
somehow each day gets more and more boring,
well,
this time there's not much things to spice up life.

and then,
life in sch is still the same,
and u expect no good stuff from it.
somehow im really sick of the daily routine,
go to sch, do work, slp.
watching one piece, NCC and lan gaming is not yet enough,
and i do feel something important,
no,
two important things missing from my life.
well,
im gonna seek for it,
now.

"yeah, things are far too simple, yet far too complicated. you cant expect that much."

random.

Inherited Will,
The Destiny of the Age and the Dreams of its People,
These will not be stopped.
As long as People continue to pursue the Meaning of Freedom,
They will never cease to be!

- One Piece, Gold Roger.

and for this,
it sounds so revolutionary.

~

sian day.

finally.
at least i can sit back and slack a bit.
lol.

ltr going out with ervin,
leonard too.
the three of us get along again,
lol.

not much to say liaos.
and i have mthe bbq pics on facebook.
so u wanna see then go my facebook page.

well,
have a nice day.
nth to elaborate.

"you do look good. and its a fact."

friday!

and the day started off with PE.
lol.
that ms teresa lin made my shoe and socks tio mud.
...
but still quite fun.

and those boring lessons.
and then,
after recess is lit,
and hist,
ce,
hcl..
sian sian.

after the last common test..
was NCC!
the promotion parade...
finally sia.
wait damn long liao.

then.
after promotion,
nidda go help start bbq pit fire..
and then we had bbq for dinner..
quite fun larhs.
i got some chefs by my side.
and the USM as our hong kong chef of the day.
and den..
eat eat play play den go hm.
lol?

so..
life's gonna relax a bit now...

sianz.

okays.
these few days had CT.
so not posting so often.
and also packed with many activities.
no time blog.

well,
gonna nug now,
talk nxt time.

"gal, i lyk ur sideview and backview."

sianz.

so,
today is a sian day.
mugging lyk hell for lit.
lit test tmr mah..
cant afford to fail.
and this wk is packed fully,
tests, IMT classification, PP.

ytd.
well,
we went to safra yishun at abt 1,
and did all the training.
i must say my shooting isnt that gd,
but i manage to have marksman shots for supported proning.
for the unsupported,
it really hurts my elbows alot,
and all my bullets went flying.

but at the end of the day,
i manage to have somehow anaveragew results,
and i try to aim for marksman this yr.
ytd the CO is very pek chek with us,
cuz many details didnt hit the target.
well,
i think we nid more practice.

i cork the rifle and reload till i have a cut on my index finger,
and a bruise on my right elbow.
somehow,
shooting is fun for me,
but it sometimes add pressure and stress on me.

gonna stop here,
have a nice day.