tuesday.

wah piang eh, need more fuel liao.

ytd had 2.4km run....and it wasnt so gd larhs.
gonna re-run again.
and today had soccer and some others for PE...
and orient trng.
near to 5km run....
and even koh chin is dried out somehow.
and we went off only after KID 70.

okay.
nowadays gonna be quite hectic,
gonna pack the files,
and NCC stuff,
lit proj...blah blah.
class isnt getting any better,
nah, i can see the reason iman's not talking so much here.
"e4 more lively, and they more cooperate larh. very bond larh."

oh,
as life gets more hectic and busy,
you'll really wish you have someone fighting with you.
but for me,
i had to deal with all this myself.
after all,
its just a skill that i mastered over the yrs.
somehow, you'll fight even tougher and stronger,
becasue you're walking along.

btw,
today when i was sitting down beside the court,
i saw how the gals cheered for eugene and weibin.
i went wondering-
where would my talent be? parade sq, shooting range? nah.
somehow, i think im too pathetic,
"i have no talents to showcase."
"i dun really have abilities, and im not academically strong."
"i dun look gd, i have bad attitude."

being a negative person,
in terms of abilities and inner/outer self,
i have to fight double the effort.
that's why,
so far, im still here, nvr emo, nvr angered.
i can only afford to fight, counter attack over failures.
that's why i keep retaking my 2.4km run.
because, i cannot afford to emo, much less lose.
that's why, i have nvr fall bk.
once i did so, it will take me decades to respawn.

as i have always believe,
one day,
i'll make those who have despise me,
kneel down, and kowtow to me,
acknowledging my power and authority.
while other teens are after love and relationship,
i'm after wealth, fame, power.
BANZAI!