thursday.

hell, wad a turbulence day.
listening to Hikari E.

ok, today was erm...kinda sad.
NCC trng in the morning, went around telliung part a on BSC.
and encourage them to go!
lolz BSC was fun.

and things went on normally,
and stuff went on as usual.
till me, chong kai and ken were given a mission.
and it gonna causes something big.

8 heads were appointed today.
quite sad that yi seng didnt become our OIC.
seriously, he's a good guy.
and we even went around joking with his last IFC lessons,
his last drillings, his last interaction.
somehow things area bit weird without yi seng.
seriously, i respect yi seng a lot.

and leo was S4! congratz!
and so kenneth koh was USM, soif ASM...
and yet, chong kai was cheering all the way.
sadness was on bran's and joe's.

somehow,
this change means a significant foundation to our future.
strictly speaking, my future is gone by half,
without JC to favour me, without winston to guide me.
and things went gd for some ppl.
some gained favour, some fell.

another time of turbulence.
another power struggling starting.
another proud man standing.
another man falling.
i think that's me.

well,
and the tele IC stuff went a bit bad,
now chong kai, ken and chin might have a bright future.
and, my heart suddenly went out for some ppl.
they wanted wad they want,
and yet their aspirations crashed at an instant.
best man for the best job...
i dun think so, without enthusiaism.

nah, daijoubu minna!
perhaps with the change,
you guys might feel sad,
you lost favour, ppl just rises...etc.
as long as we're around, we can fight rite?
we're nakama!

and to the ppl who might rise instantly,
dun be proud,
perhaps you might feel the pain of falling down.
but i doubt you can feel the feeling of falling and rising again.

mates, fight on! you might feel unfair, you might think things are favoured, but, we still have each other!