saturday.

sian.
ltr having IMT practice.
well i dun really lyk aim hard for the marksman,
cuz to me,
its not very important.
just do my very best,
that's all.

well,
i believe somehow i must work double the effort,
to prove myself as the best.
at this time,
i cannot afford to lose out anymore,
as that will means my past eeforts are wasted.

maybe part b having a new platoon IC,
so maybe i not going to do fone calls anymore.
this means i somehow got more time to study.

well,
life is as smooth going,
and yet,
life's bored sometimes.
just hope that i can go on more courses,
get more experience,
as i believe these experience will help me in my life.
one more week...

"the best,
is not the most capable,
but the most able to understand."

this is wad i always believe in.

friday.

yeah yeah...
friday again.
well the day started off with pe...
den we play frisbee,
lol.
well,
the tcher is really a ncie person.
so ms lin,
dun misunderstand me when i say,
"will we change pe tcher this yr."

and there is bio and eng,
and recess.

after lit i went off for my hist test,
and it was an easy one,
but the prob is the time constrain.
so,
mr eswaran..
nxt time pls giv extra 5 min.

after all those eating and changing,
we're ready to go HQ NCC.

and den,
we get the rifles,
and learn the procudures again.
there's this general staff by the name of 2LT Herald Chia,
who's a fun person,
and he seems nice to us cadets.
he's patient with us,
and interact with us..
well i told him i wanna join the SAF,
and he shall wait for the day i sign on.

after that we return to sch,
and dunno how we pick up ms ling fr the roadside...
and went back for drills,
last parade.
and PP is change to nxt wk,
which is somehow gd,
and we're having bbq too.

and so.
the day ended quite fruitful.
and we're having IMT training tmr..
sian.

well,
it will be gd that she's willing to look one glance at me,
just once..

thursday.

and so.
the day started off quite boring,
and we have math for the first hr.
PW was nxt,
which was spent slacking away.

after recess,
was ce,
another slacktime.
and followed by lit, hcl, phy...
sianz.

just found out i tio shortlist for the china immersion(WTF!?)...
lol.
if got crash with endau rompin i would choose to go the later.

~~~

well,
sometimes,
my life seems messy.
dnt comp already tio screw,
as nigel dun wanna change grp.

somehow sometimes she keeps saying,
"stop playing horhs. i dun wanna play."
but for that,
she didnt realise i wasnt playing;
i just wanna go closer,
but dunno how to.
and when sometimes i see her hanging with that transfer fker,
i do really wanna kill that bastard.
maybe she thinks im just playing,
but for once,
i think im serious abt this.
and when u try to shoo me away sometimes,
i dunno why,
but it hurts where is hurts the most.
i dunno what of u took my soul away,
but,
"i lyk u."

shyt am i getting emo?

trainfire tmr,
can go early.
life is full of ups and downs.

"even the toughest man, can't pass the round of emotions."

wednesday.

wow,
a few days no blog lerhs,
so,
yah.
gonna blog now.

last few days were quite busy,
and life is quite tight scheduled.
today,
had dnt,
and yah,
was another fun time.
i dunno why,
but i do really lyk her.

lessons were as usual,
and test and ncc events are coming up.
life gonna be a bit sian or even stress.
lol.

and finally,
i found the prob to the class,
i found our perfect man,
i finally understand and see through all personalities,
and finally,
i found my true nakama for my last 10 mths.

i finally seen through his skin of deception,
which blinded all my classmates,
i finally understand why they allowed themselves to stereotype ppl,
i finally understand why the class hate me last time,
i finally understand why i could become brothers with them,
and fell out with some of them.

just as the saying goes,

路遥知马力，日久见人心；
画龙画虎难画骨，知人知面不知心。

to understand a person,
it is hard and takes time to understand a person,
butr it is harder and takes more time to find a person who understand you,
and who u can sowre brotherhood upon,
treat neither an outsider nor a stranger.

but glad to say,
there's them around.

sunday.

gonna chiong the last bit of PW and individual hw today.
still nid go kenny hse.
sianz.

well,
realise its just less than 3 wks to promotion parade.
and RTC.
and not long ltr,
part c will take over the company.

from the taking over of part d last yr,
till now,
time passed and we didnt realise it.
too much events had happened,
well,
things jsut come and go.

长江后浪推前浪， 世上新人超故人
after experiencing days of freestyle with the part c,
somehow i look forward to days after june;
a new beginning.

ZHNCC Freestyle Drills.

ZHNCC 1st Freestyle Drill Competition Exhitbition.
Enjoy, this is 7th in Central District.

saturday.

and so.
went to sch early to do last rehearsal.
and went off to HQ NCC for the comp.
of course,
for first timers,
we didnt manage to win,
but at least we entered the top ten.
with this,
next yr we're going to get into top 3.
"workshops on how to conduct workshops for how to conduct workshops."

and den,
we pangseh joel and went to mac for lunch.
had a casual chat on ZHSS and ZHNCC till 330.
and den,
we went hm.

tmr gonna go to kenneth's hse,
and gonna chiong all the shyty work.
okay,
last but not least,
this week's super busy!