tuesday.

well,
its a disgrace.
dishonour.
shame.

the 2.4 run didnt went as expected.
well,
i thought at least i could keep up with my standard.
and i was screwed.
i de-prove by about 2.30 minutes.
and morever,
my position drop frm 1st to 9th.
i lost.
losing isnt a matter.
but wad is unexpected;
i lost to those who were once under me.

brandon, nigel, jun hao;
weaklings from different areas.
i even lost to a gal, 3 positions back.

well,
at least i ran the last 100m swinging my number tag to cheer those ppl,
out of the boring mood,
and also for the tense.
13+mins,
C, no, a D.

wad a dishonour,
losing to unworthy opponents,
letting down the high hopes of my seniors.
while when i met my sec 4 seniors at the bus stop,
and they asked me abt my run..
i was simply dumbfolded.

losing 8 positions back.
losing to unworthy ooponents,
losing to a weak female,
losing to brandon choo.

i vow to regain this honour;
by beating my score last yr;
at least 1 min ahead.

i expected wad from qhan they all,
none other than sarcasm.
i expected those expressions of my senior,
"why? why u get such a timing?"

SSG winston said i would not have the mood to take a retest.
from tmr onwards,
5km per day,
1 hr per day.
i'll make sure i improve my stamina 5 times,
i'll make sure i lessen down by 8kg,
i'll make sure i'll pass the restest with a 10.30.
and staff,
i'll make you see my perseverance.

its not to late tpo repent,
i still have some time left.
taking away much of my slack time,
i will do it.