tuesday.

and so.
tuition ytd was okay.
learn new stuffs.
do work.

today.
wondering wad to do.
must finish the last bit of work.
den.
sch reopen.
den.
same old stuffs.

tried to polish my boots.
i left it alone ever since annaul camp ended.
webs and fungi grow on it.
so must repair.

nt much about life.
cuz.
nth interesting or something nice have happen.
so life actually quite sian.

new year's arrving.
must work harder.
make sure i go trip or combined science.
den.
nxt yr enter combo team again.
must get rank.
double the effort.
double the enthu.
double the will.
double the spirit.

monday.

yeah!
hw going to be finished!
left the 5 cards for lit!

today's a gd day.
ltr in the evening got tuition.
lol.
and so.
gonna say my end of yr acknowledgement.

~thanks a kindred~

would like to say thank you most to Zhonghua NCC and 1E3'08, for acompanying me across this yr. thank you to Mr Ng, CO ZHNCC, for giving me a chance to go to the energy conservation course, so I learnt that comnputersw dun waste much electrcity actually.

A great thank you to all my teachers, and those classmates that helped me academically. also a great thank you to those friends in e4 and e6, ryan and enzio.

A great thank you to ZHNCC cadets, especially ervin and helmi and koh chin, my best buddies. and also martin, weijie and soif, for teaching me much about NCC. and a great thank you to all specialists, especially my OIC SSG M H TAN and CSM SSG J C ZHENG, and also mentor S1 SSG J M LAM. also thanks to specialists lyk mitchell, chawn, chu xiong.

Thanks xavier for chatting to me during tuiton calss. keep the hard work GREAT ARTIST.

Thanks costner and frens, for the badminton sessions. also thanks to darren.

Thanks to huixia, for chatting to me on MSN when im bored.

Thanks to net force games for the CS sessions.

Last but not least, thanks to USM SSG Y J THUNG, my bro, for teahcing me much bout drills, NCC, jogging, army systems, a lot of stuffs. also thanks to his gf for the baked rice.

that's all.

saturday.

okays.
today is much more boring.
just lyk woke up in the morning.
den play com.
den bathe and eat lunch.

after that.
go jog with darren to pasir ris park.
go there jog a bit.
den walk walk thr.
he keep looking and tlaking bout gals.
frick u flirter!
and den.
got this pretty looking thing was roller blading.
unstable unstable.
i kept saying "fall down", and darren say i was evil.
but how would i noe she would fall down?
but she really did.

den.
wlk to darren hse.
long dist.
and den sit thr for a while.
b4 going to play poker with costner.
den.
when was a bout to go home.
saw zhiqaun. lol.
wanted to disiao him one.

~~~

well.
rmb just now cost and darren ask me the same qn.
cost ask when his gf arrive.
"u jealosu of us having gf?"

lol.
though a bit of childish.
but wanna share wif u guys.
to me.
i dun lyk romance.
and dun concerntrate much on it.
cuz i feel there's much more things i must care for.
lyk my future, career, cca...

maybe one day when a gal tell me "will u accpet me".
i would just say "i wanna concerntrate on other stuff".
but then.
i dun think this will happen ever.
maybe until twenty yrs ltr.

friday.

Thinking Back, Thinking Forward

Standing by the window,
Looking at the scenery.
Thinking back to months ago,
Mixed up memories.

Winter is passing by,
Spring is arrving.
Memories going by,
Sweet, sour, bitter.

Those cold and harsh mornings,
Childish and stubborn mates.
Am I really that bad,
For them to treat me this way?

A pump, we did together,
One step, we march off.
To give my best and utmost,
To the wonderful and meaningful Corps.

Many incidents happened,
Many people I met.
Many that had touched me,
Much that had joke me.

A year's passing by,
Sweet and sour.
But at least I'm glad,
I am still not fallen.

Spring's arrving,
Winter's ending.
Off with my civilian clothes,
Replaced with green armour.

Once again,
The same old days,
Coming back again.
Sweet and Sour, much more Bitter,
I just want it layed.

Dusty shoes,
Crumpled uniforms,
More good days to come?
A unwanted class,
A sworn brotherhood,
Life, conituing that way.


This poem, simply just tells about my life this yr and my hopes for nxt yr.

christmas eve.

even christmas eve is so sian.
nth much to do.
ltr might go celebrate.
lol.

somehow nowdays i look forward to tuition.
maybe bcuz the tcher teach real well?
and im waiting for mondays.

nth much to say today.
so.
sayonara.

tuesday.

just went out to buy some new clothes.
or else no clothes wear liao.
lol.
made a hole in my pocket.

and so.
besides shopping and com.
there's no more activities for the day.

tuition ytd was just as same.
same old tuitor, and i noe him well.
den a few new faces, but manage to have xavier beside me.
oh yah.
one very fking incident ytd.
christine fu came to my tuition class. WTF!?
she made dozens of tchers burst their veins in her pri sch days.
everyone hate her.
lol.
even shan is also dumbfolded by her arrival.
keep talking about the old enimity to the whole class.
make mr chan laugh lyk hell.

anyway.
but at least i noe how she feels that time.
when everyone hate u.
e3 gave me the fking feeling.
fking enough then.
maybe heaven wants me to payback by making her coming to my class?
lol.

anyway.
days to sch reopen are cming soon.
wonder have training on that friday or nt.

monday.

sianz.
today is also sian.
morning air con repairmen come.
evening nid go tuition.
sianz.

den tmr.
haven call ppl yet.
just wan to go out and happy.
lol.

not much about today.
cuz really nth to do at hm.