tuesday.

a pretty much boring day,
whr not much things are going on.
well,
2.4km is not a prob,
but i just nid more practise.

sch's been the same.
well,
i do feel high somewhat in the afternoon.
and well,
just been finding "dai ji" around the class,
and those shallows took the effort to shout at me.
sometimes,
it does takes a lot of effort,
to do the right things at the right time for the right reason.

i dunno why they are cracking jokes at the wrong times,
while shooting ppl when it is the right time.

and well,
i just found out something,
i seems to change a lot,
and also not even a bit.
well,
being the free lancing joker,
or the serious Don,
would be the right choice?

sometimes,
im just two different person;
its just about how ppl see me.

monday.

its a pretty normal day,
and you dun really expect much.
lessons are normal,
things are going fine. for this time.

well,
had something to share.
during history lessons,
mr eswaran was explaining to us on an essay?
"to wad extent has the 1955 elections a step towards democracy?"

it seems like almost everyone flunked the essay,
so i suggested that he could explain the meaning of democracy.
but, to my amazed, he was dumbfolded.

"Democracy is a form of government in which power is held directly or indirectly by citizens under a free electoral system..."

something like this.
but a bit more complicated.

to a extent,
democracy is a simple word that can be definite by the above sentence.
however,
this word makes many readers scratch their heads, or simply saying IDK.

well,
even the tcher almost have to say IDK.
wad does this proves abt democracy in Singapore?

saturday.

and for a perfect saturday morning,
you have to return to sch...

first i met tayee at the 7-11.
lol, long time no see.
then went in sch,
saw craig the part a.
lecture him a bit,
for his sucky uniform,
and gave advise, lol.

then had this sci thing,
sian larh.
test wad shit water,
then had to present.
so i ahve to go infront joke.
make the class happy,
see they all sian sian.

then,
had lunch,
and went hm.
pretty normal day,
get to take a break.

"remember, brother, now it is left to our honour."

friday.

and so,
the day begin with hcl.
quite quiet,
as mdm zhang lost her voice. lol.
then had some maths,
and recess.

the day is followed by art,
a free period,
and el and physics.
today's ohysics is full of laughter,
dunno why. hahas.

after lunch opp sch,
was ncc.
wait so long for PT to start.
then, after break was drills.
ahmads danial went crazeh today.
we kiss the sacred mother earth for quite some time.

and its good to say,
during break,
we saw this gal at the drink stall;
she is quite chio, and me, chong kai, dongyi agreed.
lol.

then,
we were doing "the level drills",
to compare our drills, and spot our mistakes.
then the part d came,
we get played,
and a bunch of zar bor was laughing at us.
and encik jingming was doing nth,
IC joining them,
they play till so shuang.
hell man,
wad a lost of honour!

"its left to our honour,
to build a proper combat company.
and i believe we can do it."

then came winston,
hell yeah, he rawks.
we had so much interactive today.
life's harsh today.
maybe we might be better off with the part d,
or with kenneth and soif around.

well,
i didnt like being laughed by senior gals,
our superiors toying around with us,
and some ICs abusing authority.
hmm,
those gd guys,
pls come back!

I must, and I will, build a proper army out of you guys next time.

thursday

today and ytd were somehow normal.
you dun expect alot from times like this.
and tmr's friday.
simply means there's training again.
hmm, i look forward to it.

well,
a lot of commotion happen in the class today.
this grp of designers,
somehow cant accept each other's idea,
and two designs came out,
which we had one challenging another one in the fornt at the last minute.
well,
i can rmb the the vice head set a law,
seven ppl with one design,
and these seven ppl are voted.
but dunno why,
they had some internal stuff,
and two designs came out.
the class broke into two,
like the unionist and confederates,
and the head wasn't doing anything,
扶不起的阿斗。

and of course,
he finally say something,
and save the day, somehow.
this means the unionist have won the battle.

from this situation,
i can infer,
we have low class spirits,
we have a weak leader,
we have too much unwanted comments,.
and,
we have too much wants.
why not elect a strong leader,
let him do and appoint everything,
and we just keep our trap shut till the next election?
and there you guys are talking abt democracy.

the sacred name and meaning of both democracy and republicanism is not be abuse in this way.

and then,
those ppl went back grumpy to their seats?

wad i want to say here,
is that they just want something that looks nice on them,
not a passion item of true bonding,
and they expect things to turn out their way.
when it doesn't,
"oh, strikes, rebellions, revolutions!"
so that is how i came out of the class comm.

maybe the tchers' right;
they are still too young to understand.
unlike david, eugene, junxiong,
they are not ppl with big hearts and great mindset.
they choose to accept, than to understand.

but,
if they still cant understand now,
when can they?

tuesday.

okay.
went to sungei buloh today.
sad that there's rain.
so stay indoors.
and no nid to do sci report.
quite sth barhs.
a gd exchange.

the day is quite dry today.
but i was fascintaed by the video,
which mr eswaran showed us during history lessons.

the video,
talking abt the 1950s-1960s politics.
abt the LF, PAP, MCP, so on.
yeah,
that was wad we called,
"the age of heroes".
it was an amzing surpirse that mr lee manage to defeat marshall,
and using advantage of the communist,
and ltr crushing them.

wad fascinates me isn't how wonderful mr lee is,
but ppl lyk Lim Chin Siong and Fong Swee Suan,
as they were mentioned to be,
leaders of great leadership and charisma.
also a number of communist,
nationalist and other ppl,
like david marshall, lim yew hock,
their great aspirations fascinated me,
and evoke my spirits of nationalism and courage.

these communist,
Labour Front candidates,
even though they either die out,
or tio crush by PAP,
but their spirits live forever.
the same hope for a better singapore,
and i have wonder wad would singapore be like if we still have them.

their spirits,
their abilities,
is somewhat same as "One Piece".
the Age of Heroes and Destiny,
heores rising,
and in the end,
you get someone who defeat all the heores,
and everything goes dull and peaceful.

that video,
really evoke my spirit within.
the way they talked,
their good charisma,
their great leadership that makes thousands fall at their feet...

i swear,
for once,
the communist gave me a good impression.
and i swear,
i shall,
see the revive of the age of heroes.

乱世出英雄， 英雄造时势。

monday.

okays.
today's the start of sch.
you go to sch,
lessons, simple.
not really a lot of things up today.
well,
life sometimes stay the same,
after some unwanted changes.

talked to the class abt the class tee,
the class seems to have no respond.
samantha say this is gd,
as we can do things faster.

gonna have tuition tonite,
and tmr we're going to sungei buloh.
well,
at least we can skip some boring lessons.

well, its time for me to slim down, have some plastic surgery, and maybe stop wearing specs. hmm, i shouldn't smile so much.