sunday.

its another fresh sunday morning.

i'm sitting in front of the com,
facebooking, scrolling my msn contact list, staring at ppl's blog.
some were my classmates, some my frens,
and this made me think bk of the past.

sometimes,
i just like to think bk of the past.
comparing of the days of how gangster i was,
how fast we were able to draw knifes so fast,
how sometimes we played truant,
how strong we were in close combat.
in another perspective,
all this made me think how matured i hav become.

and those days,
let me thought of,
how all of us were so close,
recess was nth than a game of soccer,
how we compare skills with the malays;
northeast ppl were a bunch of easy ppl,
we are just simply easy going,
when a quarrel just happen,
we can forget it in 1 second time.
our pack had real talents,
those real sportsman, real scholars.
we also had real scums, real gangster.

in a blink of eye, six yrs passed.
i brought my easy come easy go attitude to the south.
but it was a wrong choice.
those ppl aint as easy going as us the north easterners,
some can hold a grudge for as long as a yr.
they are not so generous as the north easterners.

somehow, perhaps i cant really get along with them,
is the big difference of personality between us.
and yet, because of this reason,
i tend to mature more.

another two more yrs,
maybe i'll leave the south for gd,
returning to the northeast,
where i was born, bred, grew up as a man of the streets.

till this day,
i still miss the northeast.
you might say im weird,
but, those guys at zhss does not hav anything to let me praise of,
except for a few lyk koh chin, leo.

saturday.

okay, holidays started.

ytd was such a busy, yet fun day.
well, was called to do the dnt lego thingy,
but turn out that dongyi and zhengda has to settle my shit.
anw, who ask them dun wan do whenh i ask them to!

then was ncc foto taking.
keep screwing around with chee keong.
nxt yr sure screw him. lol.

ok, after lunch,
was live range lerhs.
go safti there,
then still have to help encik low set up things first
but quite fun.
then the specs there quite interactive.
encik low also very joker.

ok,
shooting live rounds is a fun thing.
as you shoot,
you feel the impact as well as smell the gunpowder.
then i go thr lyk suka suka shoot.
cuz a bit lyk pasar malam game.
then sergeant khairul(a real specialist) and a NCC sir say i shoot very good.
my asisstant say i tio all target.
aiya, can pass can liao.

then in the end bcuz of the pasar malam game,
part b got 15 marksman.
and abt 7 full marks.
im one of them. lol.

all of a sudden,
at least with this ability,
i feel more secure walking my roads of ambition,
which all along,
i have been walking along.
at last,
i knew i have something i was gd in,
that i could brag abt.
hashiridase! dare yori mo sono saki e!

i believe,
as long as i perservere,
im gonna make those who once look down on me,
kowtow to me!

thursday.

ok, im so sian till i hav to cm here.

life is seriously damn busy these days.
but, after tmr, i can take a small break.
and things aint going damn well this time.
just feel like slping.
but, just cant afford to.

ytd after the wkshop,
we went bk to training.
ok, it was already dismissal time(wtf?),
and part a were going hm.
then, part b had a private conversation.

seriously, our team chemistry needs a lot of improvement.
after all, we're all working as one nxt time.
just dunno why ppl like power struggle so much.
actually, i do enjoy it sometimes.
but the results aint a ncie scene.

just gonna spent the whole day rotting in sch,
and ltr going hm preparing my no 4.
tmr is live range liao.
well,
now is a crucial period.
i cant afford to slacken down.

tuesday.

wah piang eh, need more fuel liao.

ytd had 2.4km run....and it wasnt so gd larhs.
gonna re-run again.
and today had soccer and some others for PE...
and orient trng.
near to 5km run....
and even koh chin is dried out somehow.
and we went off only after KID 70.

okay.
nowadays gonna be quite hectic,
gonna pack the files,
and NCC stuff,
lit proj...blah blah.
class isnt getting any better,
nah, i can see the reason iman's not talking so much here.
"e4 more lively, and they more cooperate larh. very bond larh."

oh,
as life gets more hectic and busy,
you'll really wish you have someone fighting with you.
but for me,
i had to deal with all this myself.
after all,
its just a skill that i mastered over the yrs.
somehow, you'll fight even tougher and stronger,
becasue you're walking along.

btw,
today when i was sitting down beside the court,
i saw how the gals cheered for eugene and weibin.
i went wondering-
where would my talent be? parade sq, shooting range? nah.
somehow, i think im too pathetic,
"i have no talents to showcase."
"i dun really have abilities, and im not academically strong."
"i dun look gd, i have bad attitude."

being a negative person,
in terms of abilities and inner/outer self,
i have to fight double the effort.
that's why,
so far, im still here, nvr emo, nvr angered.
i can only afford to fight, counter attack over failures.
that's why i keep retaking my 2.4km run.
because, i cannot afford to emo, much less lose.
that's why, i have nvr fall bk.
once i did so, it will take me decades to respawn.

as i have always believe,
one day,
i'll make those who have despise me,
kneel down, and kowtow to me,
acknowledging my power and authority.
while other teens are after love and relationship,
i'm after wealth, fame, power.
BANZAI!

sunday

this is one of the epic moment of One Piece.
if you may ask me, wad is the reason for me to watch this anime,
it is the virtues and charactheristics potrayed in it.

take a look at the first mate.
the only one that address the captain as "Captain",
unlike the many other crew that called him "idiot", "baka", etc.

the utmost loyalty given to the captain,
as well as to the extend of sacrificing your life,
is a hard-to-see scene in this society now.
nowadays,
who would really serve their ultimate loyalty to only one master?

again,
the first mate potrayed the principles of Bushido.
"a samurai that dedicates his life and serves his loyalty only to one master.
when the master is gone, he is not a samurai but a ronin, a wandering man."

compared to many other anime,
the theme of friendship, loyalty, righteousness is potrayed strongly in One Piece.
and yet, these are the qualities we're lacking today.

perhaps MOE can introduce anime studying into literature.
somehow, study a modern film will keep us close to the modern world.
why the hell study something 400 yrs ago(shakey's macbeth)?
i bet we dun wanna revive feudalism rite?

once again,
i salute to the first mate,
as well as the cook,
and last but not least,
the creator of One Piece.

saturday.

getting a bit of tired,
just for finding information of shakespeare.

wad a bastard.
just because a damn trader wrote some stories,
we have to study it lyk hell today.
seriosuly,
macbeth ain't as gd as luo guanzhong's Romance of the Three Kingdoms,
that romeo shit ain't as gd as tang xianzu's The Peony Pavillion.

and oh,
there's some doubt to shakey's plays.
it was believe that he "copy" other playwrights of that era,
esp Chirstoper Marlowe, the great spy and top notch writer.

can you believe that a trader during the 16 century can write plays?
a illiterate trader, who style seems so much lyk christoper, can be a writer?

maybe he went on lyk guangxu of qing.
a puppet of history,
to continue and figurehead for someone's authority and work.
after all,
i believe shakey is either helping those playwrights for money,
or just making a pact with them.

there's too much mysteries in history,
waiting for us to solve.

friday.

music: One Piece Best Album
and wearing encik's no 4 pants.

ok, sports day was a waste of time.
go thr, do nth, then play floorball.
wah my keeping skills so noob that they tio 2 scores.
then lost. wtf.
class sure suan me liao.
but if anyone dares, they'll face my katana!

ok. ltr have to go bk to sch.
got the saluting contingent.
yeah, hopes it goes real well.
things are pretty fast paced today,
and maybe for the nxt few days barhs.

mah, damn sick of too much things in sch.
just wanna change, change, change.
and yeah,
i jogged all the way frm NYJC to the bus interchange just now.

ok, now,
i just nid to make sure things goes right(in my way larh!),
and they dun screw up badly.
just another wk,
i can take a break lerhs.