A journey to start.

2008, at this moment, i was having a kind of reluctant feeling.

2009, at this moment, i was also having the kind same kind of reluctant feeling.

2010, now, im still having that reluctant.

at 2008, im reluctant because i wonder what will secondary school life brings me.

at 2009, im reluctant because im at war with my class.

at 2010, im reluctant because i missed 2e3 so much, and i wonder what will tmr have for me.

the very same moments, yet the very different reluctant.
tomorrow is the start of school.
streaming, this means a brand new start for me.

at 2008, i was a nerd, i was childish.

at 2009, i was impulsive, i was hotheaded.

at 2010, i am strong, i am cool headed, i am serpent minded.

i haven't grow up on 2008.
i bore grudges and cautiousness on the start of 2009.
now, i am more than a serpent, more than a eagle.
the same person, the very different personalities.
two years of e3 took a huge change in me;
i wonder what will two years of e2 give me.

the teen that used to stand tall and boast about his ambitions,
is now a young adult that sits down and plan his targets.
going through so much with a crew of 40,
now another crew stands in front of me,
waiting for me with another adventure to begin.

i rmb how i first enter 1e3, a bunch of strangers to me;
i was loud, i was arrogant, i was childish.
but tmr i want to enter 3e2,
soldierly, cold, and silent.
i met various combination of personalities in e3;
what will i see in e2?

the brothers that stood with me since the start of e3,
are still with me.
a lot waits for me in the new journey, but i am reluctant to start.
there's a lot i cannot give up in e3.

in 2008, the child was still immature and arrogant.
in 2009, the teen was impulsive and a bit of loud.
in 2010, how would this young adult be?