sunday.

as i started to pack my no 4 uniform,
many thoughts rushed into my mind.

out of mere boredom,
i prepared my uniform early this morning,
started to iron, pin the badges, and surprisingly,
polish my boots.
this habit died out some time earlier this yr,
which i gradually run out of 'gek' for NCC,
and just wanna take a break,
concentrate on class and studies.

suddenly, i feel a kind of feeling,
a thought controlling me.
the kind of feeling i felt at the same period last yr,
the thought i thought abt the same period last yr.
all of it came back, devouring me slowly.
wealth, fame and power.
the lust and hunger, is back again.

however, this kind of feeling is soon gone.
gone, lyk a small fire extinguish by a tsunami.
ask me why. because, after all these days,
they gradually fade out. faded out.
the temptation might still be there,
but after some time, you'll understand that there are things more valuable,
or perhaps, sentimental than rank and power.

tmr part B are taking the trng.
i deliberately ask leo to come.
why? because i dun wan anymore power struggle,
i dun wan separatist, i dun wan anymore fights.

all i wan now,
is a full promotion for part b at annual camp,
and for us to work as one,
towards the biggest dream ever:
Overall Best Unit 2010.

saturday.

LOL im shag from the class chalet.
but its fun. hahaha.

thursday:

so, set off to meet nigel first at white sands.
then ate some stuff and went over to meet the rest of class at ehub.
then checked in after ken arrived.
and we went to slack around the area.
went pasir ris park but ltr had rain.
then, split and went for dinner.

after that my clique ran to collect something for someone. lol.
its a cake, and we had to rush back to the chalet to prepare for the surprise,
and meanwhile trying not to meet with the target.
so took a lot of alternative route,
and i ended up running lyk mad,
which caused my shoe to spoil.
heyy u should feel so fortunate that we planned all this surprise for you, okay?
and so, we surprise her, and then ate the cake ._.
and my clique stay up the whole night,
slack a bit, watched gladiator, and had true or dare.
david...muahaha. im glad that i noe how you think.

friday:

and early in the morning i had something at mac,
and then head off to see the damn sunrise.
somehow pasir ris park is a god damn failure area to see sunrise,
and i ended up running towards to area which the light is.
and then, i ended up lost ._.
so, found the way back to the chalet,
and then i brought my clique home to play mahjong.

ltr returned to the chalet,
and slack a bit until its time to go cycling.
and afterwards, we had the bbq.
which is lyk quite memorable cuz perhaps its my first and last bbq with 2e3.
and maybe the last time we spent as a class.
took a class foto, at the staircase.
i rmb our first class foto was taken at the staircase too.
and after that, i went back home along with dav, RAR and ecmt.
sry ppl, that i didnt bade goodbye.
cuz i didnt want to cry.

~

and so, everything ended in a joyous mood.
while you find urself enjoying the moment,
u also find that time flies so fast.
it seems lyk only ytd we're planning for the chalet.
and now its over.

the last moments together,
i really enjoy it much.
missed a lot of chance to say a lot of things to many ppl,
so perhaps i should do it over here.
hmm.

To my dear 2e3:

and so, everything officially ended when ken checked out today morning.
2e3 '09 has come to the end of our journey together as a class,
39(or u might wan to phrase it as 40 or 41) ppl, one spirit.
maybe you guys would cry(some ppl) or celebrate(david) over this end,
but, rmb, even though two yrs has ended, we are still a class.

i truly enjoyed all these moments i spent with you all,
those tears, those laughter.
i once mentioned i met true frens and foes,
but after ytd nite,
i could only said, i met a true good class.
even though not the whole class was thr,
but i feel the strong presence,
the strong presence of our class spirit.

two yrs, not to mention those normal days we had together.
we had a real good finale ytd, a real nice one.
rmb wad i say?
"we might be studying in diff class, having diff course,
but this will not deny the fact that we are 2e3 '09, that we are one!"

a lot of unspoken words, i didnt say,
cuz i really mind the fact that i will broke free when i say.

after ytd nite,
no more sarcasm from some ppl,
no more suanning and jeering,
no more hyper ppl dancing in the middle of classes,
no more monitors trying to keep the class quiet,
no more two ppl quarreling from two end of the class,
no more trying to dao the tcher together,
no more making noises together.

no more quarrels,
no more tears,
no more joy.

these things, might have all come to an end,
but we cannot deny the fact that they happened.
we might part for diff routes and journeys,
but rmb, for two yrs, we've walked together as one.

mdm zhang hong once said,
"there's no banquet that has no ending. even though one day everything might come to an end, but you all have to rmb the good times you've spent together as one. its fate that you ppl come together, cherish it."

fate might put a stop here to everything.

rmb the first time we had a class blog?
we had a song called 'hei tang xiu'.
well, i just wanna quote something from that song:
"假如以后我们全都各奔西东
要永远记住最初的梦"

i hope that you all will rmb the days that we had together,
i hope that you all will rmb the joy we celebrated over winning,
i hope that you all will rmb the moments we spent laughing together.

we parted, but we are still one.
ten yrs down the road,
we might be working in diff industries,
but rmb the fact that we are 2e3 '09.

we had a good curtain draw on 30 oct,
and today, we finally locked up the show stage.

when for once you felt down,
just think of the good times we had together.
rmb, we are always behind each other.
2e3, we've done well as a class!

thank you, 2e3.

敞开心胸去追寻快乐的出口
别怕寂寞因为有我们在背后
假如以后我们全都各奔西东
要永远记住最初的梦...

thursday.

so, today is the start of class chalet barh.
so, gonna be away for some time,
and then today will meet nigel at pasir ris mrt.
lol, this time,
its more like a survival camp,
just that im not wearing no 4, and its camping in sub urban areas.
activites are much urban,
and i can guarantee the amount of fun will be the same or higher. haha.

gonna miss out a lot of freaking things when im away.
my tv, my com, my psp..argh.

still haven really pack my bag.
and then, somehow im thinking of something.
lyk erm, wad func an i really have at the chalet.
hmm, its another adventure.

will be away from today till saturday afternoon.
anything pls sms me or call me.

i just wan to say before i go,
i cant wait to pin up my survivor badge and part B proficiency badge on my no 4!

wednesday.

SUPERRRRRRRR!!!

i feel so good today, oh my.
lotsa things happen that really got me jumping.

well, another day of lessons in sch,
which we had a chem experiment after history.
dongyi dropped the litmus paper into the hydrochloric acid -.-
and after all the crapping in the chem lab,
we decided to head for pasir ris.
meet ken at the entrance,
and he passed me my survivor badge.
OH YEAH. HOT.
the badge got two parangs and a big dipper.

then went with some ppl to white sands to settle things for class chalet.
and then, after lunch,
went to my hse.
for mahjong -.-
i just found out that xinkai is such a pro at mahjong.
wow. then nigel started learning as a rookie.

tmr is class chalet.
well, gonna camp in the chalet for two days,
follow by some activities,
and some fun.
harhar. sounds so fun and exciting.
and is lyk leaving hse not for camp or wad,
but going to get crazy. hehes.

well, nidda start packing,
then get a good rest to energise myself for the fun.
hope everything turns out well.

tuesday.

alrite, no sch today, so i have the whole day to slack.
but cant make any much noise when my bro's back;
he's having his o lvls.

i just got a devastating news ytd evening;
that because brandon has to go for PTI course,
he can go for freestyle with me. boohoo.
and wads the bad thing is,
joel's replacing brandon.
a dishonourable weakling who wreck havoc in NCC for two yrs,
going to spoil our reputation again.
and im lyk 'wtf',
his drills no good, he pon trng, still can go course?
someone must have been backing him up.
giving him a chance, is also giving a chance for NCC to crumble.
joel: 以小人之心，度君子之腹.
not as if lyk we have no ppl lyk that...
i rather have mingkang going with me...

well, seems lyk u guys must have notice that i do critisize others on my blog.
the prob that i do this is,
firstly, they made a mistake that might be morally or lawfully wrong,
and i hope that bringing their cases out will serve as an advise to all ppl,
that we should not do something that is wrong.
lyk joel, he might have been yaking all abt the platoon's bond,
but god noes that he is always scheming to push anyone down the stage.
being once routed by him,
i've somehow, i think arh, might have 'downgrade' myself in the officers' eyes.
damn joel, and now he got a chance to go freestyle.
pls, he pon trng, he sow discord, he sabotage.
whr is justice, and whr is eyesight?

well, after all the yaking on joel tan,
its time that i should bring back my operation,
'Emperor of the Black Winged Steeds'.
first few stages have been completed,
and now im gonna break down the rest into a much much more complicated manner.

section of achievements:
Top 25% of level
Freestyle Drill Badge
Corporal Rank
Combination A for streaming

section of self-improvement:
55 kg body mass
lift 15 kg on one hand
higher level of fitness

well, plans are still going on.
holidays might be a chance for me to enregise myself.
WHOOZ .

monday.

god, its extra lessons. zzz.

got up early to go to sch,
and then sat thr and chat until we're needed at the audi.
mr hazry gave us a lecture on humanities,
how to do inference qns.
and then i had a funny convo with him,
which u ppl can ask the e1-e3 peeps abt it.
i like his teaching style, haha.

and we ltr had geog and chem,
which are just merely slack lessons.
and thats the end of a boring holiday in school.
dunno wad im gonna do for tmr,
and then wed have sch again.
thurs to sat is class chalet,
wonders if my turning up means any unhappiness. not so barh, im a nice guy!!!
gonna show them all the lobang in pasir ris, hehes.
and tot of opening hotel service in my hse for those who wan beds.

okay, so, first weekdays of holidays started.
well, now im gonna have a light chat on sth: recognition.

i guess recognition is something that perhaps, motivates a person most,
for everything he does.
being recognise for a certain potential or talent,
is a trust and a will given by others to you,
and also something to reflect on urself.
today, im here speaking to all ppl,
just wanna say, nth beats recognition.
a recognition is a trust, and a sure.

even though i might not gain recognition from my frens,
but i cant doubt that there are no ppl that recognise my talents.
leo, is one of them,
who all along realise my potentials and talents.
i really want to thank him for all the chances and oppotunities he has given me,
as well as the great bond we shared together.
i once said,
if there are ppl who appreciate my talents and skills in the company,
it doesnt matter whether if i became a top cadet or wad;
because to those ppl, i've already portrayed myself as a top cadet.
and, thanks a lot leo for all the recognition.

so from today onwards,
praise ppl more on their skills and efforts-
it gives them recognition,
a power to move even further.

sunday.

life's been somehow, too much of enjoyment these 2 days.
had been feasting and playing to celebrate over my good results.
well, should start jogging real soon. i mean lyk today or tmr.

i spend much of ytd slacking away,
with the com or with the psp.
it rained heavily ytd.
raining, reminds me of many many memories.
those days back in mps,
where we start to grumble that the rain spoil a gd soccer match.
and those days on pulau ubin,
where we ran towards the toilet, just to escape from the rain.

somehow, life suddenly became much, much more slow paced.
i dunno whats the aim for me this holiday,
well, just wanna do something productive.

oh btw, let me reveal sth a bit.
see those tags, by ck on the board?
yeah, i had a debate with my platoon mate ytd.
somehow, till the end, i only see one conclusion:
NCC needs more reforms, and our platoon's bond isnt strong enough.
not strong enough, that he is not able to understand my feelings,
reforms, to make NCC a better place.

all along, chances and hopes have been given to those who are real potential,
and those that won honour for NCC.
i really agree with wad junli does;
he always give chances to those who have never outshone others,
lest show their onw potential.
i always wonder, whether is winning a gold unit award,
with only a few potential ppl and much misunderstanding;
or is it that we dun win so much awards, our ranking drop a bit,
but yet, we are a bunch of united ppl, on par with each other,
an indomitable spirit that outshone the whole of singapore;
which, is a better choice?
to me, i say the second.

after all, what we need is not one or two person being pontentially good,
we nid everyone. NCC is a cca that requires a lot of teamwork,
its not something that one person can handle alone.

slowly, i began to see the true thing of NCC;
it leds me to understand, why many potential cadets,
kept quiet and went on when they are treated unfairly.
this is because that, no matter at the end,
who's staff or not, who's usm or not,
we, are still one, as ZHNCC.
when we walked on the streets, its the school tag that others recognise,
not the rank insignia.
and what's the point of being a leader of a unit that didnt have much teamwork?

supernovas: a start that shines so bright, but yet, it will never outshone the sun.
eric, you are one,
but rmb, no matter how much u outshone others,
its still part b that u needs to rely on.
sometimes, be a bit more fair and gentle on your words,
after all, we are one family, and it isnt good to shout at ur onw family.

and also to all the other cadets,
we, ZHNCC are one.
what matters is not who's the boss or not,
its that how are we able to team together to fight the other units.
i dun wish to see anymore quarrels, anymore sabotage;
joel, pls stop all sabotaging, not only to me, but the whole platoon.
the others, i shall not name;
we, after all, are one platoon.
save some face for ur mates, dun do things overboard.
if we dun work together,
next yr, we will really crumble.

alright, maybe i should end here.
readers, i look forward to ur feedback.