sunday.

life's been somehow, too much of enjoyment these 2 days.
had been feasting and playing to celebrate over my good results.
well, should start jogging real soon. i mean lyk today or tmr.

i spend much of ytd slacking away,
with the com or with the psp.
it rained heavily ytd.
raining, reminds me of many many memories.
those days back in mps,
where we start to grumble that the rain spoil a gd soccer match.
and those days on pulau ubin,
where we ran towards the toilet, just to escape from the rain.

somehow, life suddenly became much, much more slow paced.
i dunno whats the aim for me this holiday,
well, just wanna do something productive.

oh btw, let me reveal sth a bit.
see those tags, by ck on the board?
yeah, i had a debate with my platoon mate ytd.
somehow, till the end, i only see one conclusion:
NCC needs more reforms, and our platoon's bond isnt strong enough.
not strong enough, that he is not able to understand my feelings,
reforms, to make NCC a better place.

all along, chances and hopes have been given to those who are real potential,
and those that won honour for NCC.
i really agree with wad junli does;
he always give chances to those who have never outshone others,
lest show their onw potential.
i always wonder, whether is winning a gold unit award,
with only a few potential ppl and much misunderstanding;
or is it that we dun win so much awards, our ranking drop a bit,
but yet, we are a bunch of united ppl, on par with each other,
an indomitable spirit that outshone the whole of singapore;
which, is a better choice?
to me, i say the second.

after all, what we need is not one or two person being pontentially good,
we nid everyone. NCC is a cca that requires a lot of teamwork,
its not something that one person can handle alone.

slowly, i began to see the true thing of NCC;
it leds me to understand, why many potential cadets,
kept quiet and went on when they are treated unfairly.
this is because that, no matter at the end,
who's staff or not, who's usm or not,
we, are still one, as ZHNCC.
when we walked on the streets, its the school tag that others recognise,
not the rank insignia.
and what's the point of being a leader of a unit that didnt have much teamwork?

supernovas: a start that shines so bright, but yet, it will never outshone the sun.
eric, you are one,
but rmb, no matter how much u outshone others,
its still part b that u needs to rely on.
sometimes, be a bit more fair and gentle on your words,
after all, we are one family, and it isnt good to shout at ur onw family.

and also to all the other cadets,
we, ZHNCC are one.
what matters is not who's the boss or not,
its that how are we able to team together to fight the other units.
i dun wish to see anymore quarrels, anymore sabotage;
joel, pls stop all sabotaging, not only to me, but the whole platoon.
the others, i shall not name;
we, after all, are one platoon.
save some face for ur mates, dun do things overboard.
if we dun work together,
next yr, we will really crumble.

alright, maybe i should end here.
readers, i look forward to ur feedback.