wednesday.

When the world's besiege you, and you are left all there alone to fend for yourself, thats when you started to fight on and gained new achievements.

had been putting my hands on mahjong these few days.
cuz i really got nth to do at home, but to slack.
and things aint seem to get any better for me.

ltr might be going out for cycling with pri sch frens.
and today i start to think wide.
started to think abt my class.

not that kind of memories of bonding, all sort of stuff.
im thinking of- wad makes me able to subdue the whole class,
and get along well with them.

i rmb for one yr,
all of them had been hard on me.
and that time things in NCC aint getting better,
so it seems lyk sch's too harsh and im having prison sentence.
my CE tcher for the first term, ms lisa wah,
told me sth,
'i hope that u can tell me that ur alrite with ur class at the end of this yr.'

and that came true.
many asked me,
did i change for the masses to accept me,
or the masses forced themselves to accept me.
all i could say is,
i had a little bit more restrain on my actions and words,
and did nth else. nth else.
to put it in this way,
they gradually accepted me,
not for a reason for class bonding or wad,
but for something we nvr thought of: time.

yes, time is men's best mirror.
time will gradually show who's nice and who's not.
time will gradually peel of the masks of all deception.
time, will come to prove justice.

now i knew why my platoon mates stabbed me in the back.
all because that they didnt got enough time to know me.
after all, wad they are seeing is my outer shell.
all the god dammned stereotype and confirm i got from them, are just stereotype.

however, till today,
they didnt cherish the time to noe me.
all they wanted is,
to view me as a hongster,
to view me as a chiongster.

time, plays a very important roles sometimes.
for now, i want to be the Part B PC next yr,
to teach the leaders under training one thing,
one sentence that my brother left me from his glorious retirement:
One for All, All for One.