wednesday.

suddenly got hirameki to write,
and i decided to delete the last post,
cuz i wanna have my 300th post for annual camp.

have been watching the 《学警》 series on tv and internet nowadays,
from series one to three, just to kill a bit of time,
and then, it simply reminds me of the days in NCC.
or i can say, the much, much earlier days.

until i have come into contact with it,
i think, i've long forgotten wad discipline is,
wad order is, and wad teamwork is.
i just simply forgotten them in NCC.
its not that i've been skipping trng,
but look, the struggle between one another,
the slack sessions, and noncooperation of each other results in today.

looking at how my platoon mates, having the ambition to fight for power,
and yet, forgetting wad discipline, order and teamwork is abt.
it just saddens me a lot, when we wanted to go for somewhere higher,
we forget all abt the basics.
soon, we'll lose our original self.

gonna chiong mutual today, and pack up.
there's Freestyle Drill Course coming up soon,
and i really look forward to it.

the scar's still there,
the incident that happen at this time last yr.
ask me, if rank and post decides a leader,
i would say no.
a leader, is one that can teach, lead and help.

i missed the days back during the earlier time we entered NCC,
the time of pure gold and goodness.
all i noe is, for us part B, we cant revive those real good days,
so all i want is, to maintain it in our juniors.
to teach them the best goodness of NCC,
to let them understand the importance of teamwork and discipline.

oh, and brandon and chongkai,
i suggest you all watching the 《学警》 series.
maybe after that, u'll understand wad im trying to say.