sunday.

as i started to pack my no 4 uniform,
many thoughts rushed into my mind.

out of mere boredom,
i prepared my uniform early this morning,
started to iron, pin the badges, and surprisingly,
polish my boots.
this habit died out some time earlier this yr,
which i gradually run out of 'gek' for NCC,
and just wanna take a break,
concentrate on class and studies.

suddenly, i feel a kind of feeling,
a thought controlling me.
the kind of feeling i felt at the same period last yr,
the thought i thought abt the same period last yr.
all of it came back, devouring me slowly.
wealth, fame and power.
the lust and hunger, is back again.

however, this kind of feeling is soon gone.
gone, lyk a small fire extinguish by a tsunami.
ask me why. because, after all these days,
they gradually fade out. faded out.
the temptation might still be there,
but after some time, you'll understand that there are things more valuable,
or perhaps, sentimental than rank and power.

tmr part B are taking the trng.
i deliberately ask leo to come.
why? because i dun wan anymore power struggle,
i dun wan separatist, i dun wan anymore fights.

all i wan now,
is a full promotion for part b at annual camp,
and for us to work as one,
towards the biggest dream ever:
Overall Best Unit 2010.