sunday.

today's sunday, and freestyle briefing is on tuesday.
annual camp's not more than a weeek to come,
and im not yet prepared for it.
plus all this rumours spread by those ppl,
and these incidents stirred up,
i doubt the days to come will be good.
nevertheless, i still have to fight on.

today's sunday, and there's nothing much for me.
hardly anyone's online when im online,
and there's nothing much for me to do at home.
doesnt have the mood for holiday assignments,
and also have no other mood to do much of anything else.
might make a trip to army market ltr,
and get things settled.

these few days have been much much boring,
and there's nothing much happening.
perhaps i just want to get off from this busy world,
to somewhere quiet for a vacation.
the problem is, i dun have the money.

really really miss the days back in school,
with 2e3 and the others.
and i miss the days back in tuition,
joking around with everyone.
sick and tired of wads happening in the cca:
power struggle, angkat-ing officers and specialist, grudges, dishonourable men.
things, do have a good and bad side to itself,
but the problem is,
the bad side is always towards me.

have been lacking of a lot of things nowadays.
lack of energy, lack of willpower.
and also, lack of romance and care?
sometimes, when i fall down,
i've always wanted someone to help,
but there's no one.
and this, is the reason that made me stronger.

An awl only shows its pointed tip in a cloth shack. Put me, this awl in a cloth shack, and I'll show my pointed tip. - Spring and Autumn Records.