and life, was somewad weird today.

its a good thing that i did not blow my top today,
unlike the past few days when i blew my top for being dishonoured.
i have taken down the class on my "yours truly",
just a realistic prove that i dun really belong to the class in reality.

today was gd, and lessons came out nice.
really enjoyed HCL and science lessons today;
for a particular reason, i use to drone on subjects like these.
but today, i seem to enjoy the analysis during HCL,
and even found chem a sort of coffee for maths test ltr.

and as particular,
things werent very gd with most of the classmates,
except for that fact that a few boys didnt really ignore me.
somehow now i began to find the reason towards their lj attitude;
they seems to have strong first impression and stereotype on ppl.
and sorry, but,
the person ms 2 sabo-ed during chem has shown that the class have sort of stereotype towards diff ppl.
and im just suay to be stereotype badly, thats all.

somehow i began to feel alot like Luffy,
and even there's ppl telling me that I have the same personality as strawhat,
except for the fact that im not simple minded.
perhaps there's something i can link myself with this fictionous character-
we're both easily angered, always looking for fights and dangers, and keep chasing after goals.

despite the fact that I pursue my goals like how strawhat does,
but unlike Luffy, i have no nakama.
and the lj attitude from the class simply tells me that i have to fight alone,
and i believe that im tons stronger than strawhat.

oh, and there's commotion over stuffs on my tagboard.
well, u judge it urself, but from that u might already see how bad and i with the class.
somehow i really wanna join the sch counselling grp, as i believe there are ppl put there like me, who really nids a helping hand.
and i just wan them to know that things aint totally their fault,
and its just of human nature that screw things up.

perhaps for the next few mths i can tolerate the class,
and i really hope that next yr would be better than now,
or its like serving time for 4 yrs.
and, just stop giving me attitude,
scarely i become Nightmare Luffy(pic above).

Just go over to that ship. If they're enemies we just have to beat them up. -Luffy's words on his first siting on Phoenix's flagship.