tuesday.

okay, i deleted one week of blog entries.
dun really wanna keep those hard, bitter memories.
and will keep the tags on, just for ppl to judge it.

just finally realise that i have went beyond my principles.
i agreed not to be tempted by earthly temptations,
i agreed not to arise jealosuity on talent slaves that will serve me in the near future.
i agreed not to lower my status to care so much of the class.
i agreed to retrieve honour when i lose it.
i agreed...

it was all a big mistake.
other than glorified, confident, bellicosity, i went beyond to sadness.
and now the asura feeling is back!
i almost went up to slap chloe and qhan went they interupt me.
and the fighting spirit, is back.
the once full filled with honor and bellicosity BOSS, is back.

i vow not to be jealous of ppl with mere talent,
because i vow to lord over them next time;
i vow not to go into deep sadness anymore,
because i will lose my world;
i vow not to lose confidence anymore,
because this will make me lose wad i have, even more.

and i vow to throw back a chair,
whenever someone tries to be funny with me!

take it as a lesson learnt,
the more i go beyond bellicosity to sadness,
i will lose even more,
just like how the class make me lose honor and jeer when they knew i was acting as romeo.
since i have retrieve back the hot-headed spirit,
the more i should do with it!
now, i have finally seen through the class, as well as life;
hardly anyone lives up to their words.
take these two yrs as a jungle survival course,
if there another two yrs lyk this cming,
i'll take it as a advance jungle survival course.

and i vow that from now onwards,
i shall never go into negative emotions,
except for wrath and bellicosity.
and, human just view ppl on first look, by their appearance!

clean my katana with some sake, im back to fight.

running continously; even faster, even further.