friday.

its a day, tht came out to be so meaningful.

drone drone lessons,
sian times. cant stop my head from turning to the right.
and, somehow the class isnht so bad to me today. lol.

and NCC.
ndp was sort of the same stuff,
and we agree tht we doesnt lyk it so much.
there's this guy who keeps shouting at us.
not ncc derh larh.

and ltr was a whole sort of serious stuff.
our dear alan was discussing with us over the issues of things unfair.
and it didnt really went tht well,
and somehow i believe things should be voice out.

and ltr was some small session with the USM and part B PS.
the convo included on topics such as sense of belonging,
brotherhood, enthusiaism, targets, welfare and so.
and this talk really change wad i used to think.
i use to think tht chasing after the best is always wad i wanted.
but now i noe, the importance of my nakama.

i cant deny tht im a chiongster,
and excel in most things such as drills.
however, i believe tht i could not stand alone,
we nid to be united for the unit to progress.
internal strife and rivalries, they're too much a problem.
not only the problems lies with the specs, the problem lies with us.

seriously,
for now, whether i becomes the USM or not,
isnt any question already.
now wad i want to question myself is,
whether i could get all of us together, as one.

mr ng said tht we're little, but a gd lot.
but, i believe, we're not a gd lot when we have little ppl alone.
alone, we cant do much. together, there's so much difference i can make.
many are angry at how the specs treated us, how the time schedule screws up.
but nth has ever upset me, except for the fact tht we are not together.

to the platoon, as well as 2e3'09,
perhaps there might be rivalry, or wadsoever betwn many of us.
in NCC, i experience how tht one person couldnt do things alone.
i use to thought tht with me and chin and ck ng,
we could change the company from a spent force to a rising phoenix.
but now, it does not include just us;
it includes the whole of part b, the 21 of us.

there might be misunderstanding,
there might be objections.
but no matter wad,
if we can stay together during the stormy nights,
it is the bright red sun greeting us at dawn tmr.

the specs left me a learning point and experience,
my nakama left me self reflection,
and she left me a bit of sweetness, a bit of self awareness.

its really, really meaningful today.
not only i learn, but i matured much.

and dear USM,
i must say,
the fire alone in our hearts, at most can only cause a forest fire.
but together, we can brighten the world.

share the good times, share the world. daijoubu minna, warena nakama!