wednesday.

将相本无种，男儿当自强。

its another really peaceful day,
and lessons is as usual, dry.
cock up the chem test,
and watched power rangers during ce to learn abt teamwork.
i think one piece is a better idea, esp the enies lobby saga.

and went for lunch at j8 pizzahut with some ncc ppl,
and a scout, samuel. and was lyk joking all the way bk,
and me, leo and kenneth(not the 2e3 one) keep making samuel laugh,
and he cant control it, until tht he has to keep on laughing all the way bk,
from j8 to zhss, for at least 15 mins. samuel's the hyena.

and ndp was some kind of,
not say interesting, but meaningful stuff.
and it just went on and on, till the end.

and we had a 50 for some kind of errors after the rehearsal.
wad i didnt lyk abt this part is,
they're still joking around went we're being punished;
and many laugh along.
i always treat punishment asa seriouss tuff for the leader and followers to reflect on,
on their mistakes, and how it can be improve.
but yet, they treat it as 'something to ensure it wun happen again'.
and this leads to the result of tht we wun understand the meaning behind it after all.
and, this just shows tht we're a spent force.

somehow this incident alone left me thinking hard.
i asked the opinions of ck ng and jon,
and it went lyk 'wads the fail pts of ncc u see in this?'
and it went lyk 'we nvr pump tgt'.
punishment is a serious stuff; i dun think we should play and laugh with it.

and somehow i began to gain bk the spirit tht i lost over the june holidays.
the serious spirit for life.
understanding tht i must differentiate play and wk.
and because of tht, my nose tends to grow sharper.
its weird to see ur nose growing sharper when u're more serious.

and, she didnt come again.
maybe the mc is lyk one wk long.
and the class is really quiet.
yeah, and it just seems to hav something missing.
for the class; and perhaps me. dun ask me why.

i feel so damn serious now.
and i understand wad it takes to make a leader.
'do wad u have say.'