an attempt.

today is a nice, good day;
training was nice, everything was nice.
had a fun time drilling and teaching the Part A;
as well as a fun time spent with my mates.
the time in training, the prata time, the time at LAN...
sometimes, i wonder if the bond is still kept strong,
even after the end of holiday trainings,
which pulled each and everyone of us closer to each other.

today i found a problem giving me headache;
is about my mate.

sometimes, i just wonder how much could power and greed change a person.
i must say, if i am to find the best example in my whole secondary school life,
to depict the change of how much power and greed could change a person;
then i believe this brother of mine serves as the best example.

he used to be low profile in the previous struggles,
keeping low and hidden;
until the grandmaster lost trust in all his aide-de-camp,
and he decides to use this brother of mine.

given with high responsibilities,
his career path was no doubt smoother than all of us.
i must say it's just like a slide;
smooth and your ass wouldn't burn.
hence, he was deem as the successor of all.
even i, the defeated one,
lost hope in vying for the throne,
and hailed him the king.

but certainly the story just wouldn't end here.

i saw how this brother of mine got head-swollen with the great powers in his hands;
soon, he became somewhat a bit of proud that he took nothing into his eyes;
deeming himself as the supreme leader.
with that mentality in mind,
he couldn't accept any other person having a fair challenge with him:
"challenge for what?" he would say.

looks like he's taking my old path.

of course, we as brothers do feel sad when this kinda things happen.
someone who we hailed as king;
if he gets too cocky and lost all his morals,
this just means that we are losing the gamble and never getting our capital back.

hence we decided a lesson is to be taught in place.
to see how he react.

of course, things went out as we expected it to be;
frustrated, feeling unfair, the 'what the siao' attitude.

though he got quite a shitty provisional appointment,
but today he did play a big part in training the unit.

so the moral of the whole incident was like,

1) we hope that you wouldn't be swollen up with that power.
2) we want you to realise everyone matters- no matter what their rank and post is.
3) this is a democratic society.

the third point might be kinda amusing,
but i think all the efforts that we put in to shape is well being...
well hopefully we do bear the right fruits of labour.
if not, everything just dies out.

i even gamble my brotherhood in this attempt to help my brother.

sometimes, when you just see too much of these stuff,
you do get a bit bored of it.
but me, being revered after so many shit i went through,
has never seen a man 'progressing' at such a fast speed.

hopefully he do learn.

if not our efforts are wasted.