brotherhood

somehow OBS injected another feeling into me too.
it's the kind of honour and glory you feel as a team member;
especially when you're a soldier.
you don't glorified the victories and kills in the battlefield,
but you honour the brotherhood and trust with your mates.

having your survival connected to certain people really taught me trust and brotherhood.
it's just a mere five days, but we are closer than blood brothers.
reason why?
we are the only ones that can keep each other surviving.

i believe certain times we should really put in such values into urban life.
things like doing project work, things like playing sports.
we do really have to play our part; not just be a slacker.
at times, when we are in a group,
our small actions could usually result in big consequences.

i watched a lot of war movies;
modern warfare or medieval warfare,
a lot, a lot of different stories.
all taught me none but one value that is most important in life:
brotherhood.

that is a kind of feeling which develops when certain man have their own survival being linked to some other men,
and when the other men do something that helps to push forward the survival of this certain man,
a special bond is formed.
it is a bond where we put our lives, trust, and almost everything on.

throughout my life, i met a lot of people;
acquaintances, friends, good friends, enemies, buddies, and brothers.
so many, so many.
i don't know how many i could really call them brother;
but as far as i know,
deep down in my heart,
Nigel, Ryan, Medic, they are the ones that i 500% can call brothers.

because we survived deep shit together.

and for something random.
i only shed tears in two situations;
one, which is a situation i need to do in order to save lives;
two, watching a war movie.

because brotherhood between man of different bloods taught me something well.

something.