friday.

and today,
everything...finally came to an end.
an end. a very very very heartfelt end.

i spent my last day in the jail cell fruitfully;
played mahjong in the morning,
then listen to some stuff abt holiday wk and streaming,
then pack up the class a bit,
then listen to evaluation of post leadership evaluation;
and then, got the report bk,
some papers,
which included exam papers,
some forms and letters, and a poem by mdm ng.

i walked out of the classrm with a march;
somehow, i didnt have any yearning for this classroom.
it was a kind of happiness;
happy that finally all the nightmare is over,
happy that finally im release from all this torment,
happy that its going to be a new start.

but yet, sadness lies in me;
sad that im leaving all my cellmates,
sad that im leaving my dear teachers,
sad that all the good times with my cellmates, have to end.

it has been a tiring period.
too tiring, too tiring.
finally, i can settle down, and relax.

the days of harsh torment are over.
the days of stereotyping are over.
the days of walking alone are over.
the days of struggling for survival...are all over.

im happy, yet sad.
happy that an obstacle is finised,
yet sad that i couldnt really put everything down.
yet im also worry,
worry that i would enter an even harsher hell next yr.
two yrs...its enough.
i didnt wan all these anymore, no more pls.

i wouldnt forget all the tortures i received,
i wouldnt forget all the good times i shared with my mates;
i wouldnt forget all the advise im given,
i wouldnt forget all the lessons i learnt.

two yrs ago, i enter impel down,
as a young immature kid, wild and rash,
who didnt thought of consequences who only seeks for fun;
two yrs ltr, i left impel down,
as a matured sensible teenage, strong-willed and intelligence,
who understand all situations and gd at analysing,
leaving with big aspirations and great leadership...

two yrs.
i suffer too much,
i leanr a lot,
i matured a lot.
really, ppl, i think, all these things,
made me a great man.

and then, now, is a time for me to thank all my frens.
those who help me and those who appreciate my talents:

heartfelt thanks to:
felicia, kelly, ziying, qianhui, ken, david, RAR, ECMT, jx-kun, dongyi, martin from class 2e3;

whole of ZHNCC, cadets, specialist and officers;

teachers of 1e3 '08 and 2e3 '09, esp mdm zhang hong and mdm ng;

frens from various classes ranging from 2e1 to 2t1;

seniors outside cca, such as samuel;

and all those frens outside ZHSS that help me a lot;

tution classmates, christine, xavier, clarence and the others;

last but not least, my family.

alrite, here is whr im ending.
i wish everyone a brand gd new yr ahead!