sunday.

The day before the last stand: part II

much of ytd was spent mugging away.
i think it's the same old thing for today.
its lit tmr, and i still dun feel the intense feeling.
somemore, im not into the exam mood.
hope everything will go real well.

had been thinking a lot.
thinking through so much stuff from friday to ytd nite.
well, wad else can i think abt?
so u guys who read my blog often noe wad im thinking abt.

sometimes, i feel so stupid.
lingering over something that isnt meant to be.
and yet, sometimes, i feel so foolish.
yearning over someone who might have already forgotten me,
who might deleted me in her memory space.

i've always told myself to put it down, forget it.
but i cant bear to do it, much less deceive myself of my own feelings.
but this time, i guess i really have to put everything down.
for this is something, that has no results;
after all, im the only one suffering.
till today,
perhaps it isnt a slight hatred in her anymore;
its much of a detest, a much of a dun-come-to-me.
but yet, why am i still yearning for her,
for someone that seems not meant to be,
for something that seems not to be?

i really dun wan everything to end.
i really dun wan.
maybe life without u isnt a torture to me anymore,
loving someone who just treat me as a passerby with a bad umpression.
well, i just cant put it down.

anw, enough of this emo stuff.
okay, tmr's the big thing liao,
so we're gonna make a big killing.
four more days and we shall own them.
chiong arh!