Sunday, October 18, 2009

sunday.

a nice sunday morning in which u will wonder wad to do,
and then decides to slack the whole day.

so, today is a day without a plan,
and its just aimless.
i dunno wad to do today,
and also, i dunno wad i can do.
running out of cash,
and then no ppl to jio out.
sian larh. wanna wait for sch to reopen.

well, i rmb when i came outta the toliet just now,
my dad ask me,
'since holidays are coming, why not go learn swimming?'
and i answer,
'the NS instructors will do their jobs.'
and he said,
'then wad u wan learn? dancing? or wad?'
and i simply answer,
'kenjitsu. im looking for a dojo now.'

so, anyone who noes of any dojo,
pls contact me asap.

Part II

i admit, im writing this part II out of mere boredom.
mere boredom with a bit of thoughts.

did nothing much for today,
except for the fact that im slakcing around in the morning,
then did some jogging ltr,
which i realise i have to start trng alot.
if not im gonna get a 4WD spare tyre =.=

and then watch one piece.
and there's no one piece manga this week.
so, one day is spent lyk this, aimlessly.

sah, the sky's getting darker and darker.
and now, im still here, aimlessly staring at the PC,
and wondering wad i should do to kill boredom.

start to think back of my memory lane.
all the way from yesterday, down down down,
down till those primary school days,
down till when im able to rmb as much as i can.
rmb those days i spent as a child,
rmb a lot of stuff.

sah, memories, a real thing that stays with you always.
there are both fun and sad parts,
those broken ones, those happy ones...
mah, my life is more about a tragedy.
spend days mugging in lower pri,
then as you get older,
you get more and mroe despise by gals. zzz.
and then after a aimless upper sec.
u get into impel down,
being boiled in hot water and then tortured by many forms.
soon, the sentence's gonna finish,
and we'll have a report card and some post exams activities.

i rmb those days back.
sometimes, i really regret.
regret that im so immature and cause so much troubles back in pri sch days.
rmb how rotten i am to blow away a true true, frenship,
that until now i've came to cherish, but its gone.
regret about how had i spent 2008 as a real rotten person,
regret about how i let many ppl down.

but still, thinking back,
and yet there are parts that makes me happy;
those recognition by everyone as the top mandarin in pri sch,
those good old days i spend playing soccer,
those good times i spent in NCC,
and the later part that causes me to meet leo and ervin,
and then had me go on this survival course,
that i met a good crew, and make good frens.

too much to think.
too much to feel.
for now, i only noe,
wad im doing today, is gonna be part of tmr's memories.
so, try to spend everyday happily,
fruitfully, and also without worries;
so that you'll have more beautiful memories tmr.

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