Another Stay-Home Saturday.

well, its another day that you find adventures at home.
you wouldn't want to mess up your kitchen when you got sick of your com,
and you wouldn't want to charge your psp thrice a day.
and mediacorp's shows are gettting real below standard.
and you've read the book on your shelves countless times.
and there's no reason for you to do homework during weekends.
okay, im rotting at home today.

well, im thinking of changing a blogskin,
but i can't find a real good one.
those that are suited for my style of writing.
so, i would like to find someone to help me design.
but i dunno anyone who design blogskins.

and have been trying to spot the top three stalkers of my blog.
and blogger dun have something for you to check the visitor's IP address.
so, rendered a useless idea.

and the rest of the holidays might stay this way.
dull and bland. dun really have any activities,
and coop all day at home, rotting with my com.
i just found out that i'm able to use the CS radio system better than before.
next time i no need to shout across venus lerhs. haha.

i think my life is way too different from many other teens.
and i think the way i think is way too different from many other teens.
and i think the way i handled things is also very different from other teens.
sometimes, when i did something in NCC and got a couple of complains;
its just like how kids are unhappy with their teachers,
or those warrants are getting sick of the recruits in BMTC.
and i feel there's not a need to change;
i'm waiting for them to grow up.

hmm, sometimes, i thought i was the one at fault.
but in the end, i wasn't.
no one's at fault.
its just that ppl committed the mistakes.
those mistakes that i long committed in primary sch,
or i dun even get a chance to commit.

you cant say that i've grown up, and you cant say that i'm matured;
i'm only 14 at a height of 165, i barely have facial hair.
only you can say is, i went through real though times,
though times that even helen keller never ever went through.
and through these times, i've seen all sorts of stuff;
today, i dun think like a human. i think way above human.
if any ppl wanna contradict that, LOOK AT MY POST BELOW.

i've always believe these two yrs served a purpose in my life.
they horned me from nothing into a man with supreme leadership.
it's something like OCS produces officer, school produces student.
just that mine is much more harder, mentally and emotionally.

I'm waiting for that time to come, for a chance to strike.