遗失的美好.

to think back, sometimes, or perhaps all the times,
i missed out a lot, a lot on life that i should be enjoying now.

these two years, as i recounted the days i spent;
i can only say, i paid a huge price, a huge amount of time to buy a lesson.
lesson of how life is, the lesson to see through everything.
but yet because i've seen through everything these days, all the more i felt,
i should not be going through all these.

isolation, hatred, power struggle...
a teen should not be going through all these!
what im suppose to taste now,
is the bitter-sweet of puppy love, the rashness of a teen;
the stress only towards academic, the passion for enjoyment.

i spent two years of my teenage life handling adult matters.
i've lost too much.
if now those ppl who fought with me laugh at me again,
i would just merely brush their comments off.
after all, if i'm going to dedicate teenage to hatred, power struggles...
how much of teenage would i miss out?

thanks to ervin, and his " duo yi shi bu ru shao yi shi ".
sometimes, perhaps the greatest happiness in this world,
is not to be at the top, is not to gain control over all;
but to slowly enjoy everything in life, without woes.
i used to laugh at those who spend their days aimlessly;
but perhaps, now i understand the key to happiness: simplicity.

i want to regain those valour of a teen,
the way how a teen should be like.

我要找回那少年的冲动，
那少年的清纯；
青春那无比的力量，
那淡淡，苦中带甘的青涩恋情。
少年那无忧无虑的日子，
少年那知足常乐的思想。

我要找回那遗失的美好。