friday.

Wealth, fame, power. The man who had acquired everything in the world, the Pirate King, Gold Roger. The final words that were said at his execution sent the people to the seas.

Gold Roger: "My wealth and treasure? If you want it, I'll let you have it. Look for it, I left it all at that place!"

Men now, chasing their dreams, head towards the Grand Line. The world now enters a Great Age of Pirates!

wealth, fame, power...
i used to acquired great aspirations,
great will, great strength, great determination.
power....power...
a word that reminds me of the past.

wealth, fame, power.
i use to hold them in high position.
i've always wanted to made a name for myself.
i've always wanted power, indeed im power hungry.
the days of holding platoon ic post, councillor, monitor exco...
all were a thing of the past, just for power.

but today,
these things yet have mean nothing to me!
for a particular reason,
all these three things had fade...
they lost their sense of use in me!

ytd....just ytd.
perhaps i should really say wad happen ytd.
me and weibin....we talked abt this particular person.
and another particular person.
and after the filming,
we went to 2e3 classroom.
i sat on her seat,
and he sat near me.
he blasted songs that has to do with our circumstances.
i picked up the green in clolor A4 paper on the ground,
and left it under her desk nicely.
and upon chance i read her assignment.
reading wad she typed..thinking of erm...her words...
okay, i broke down. u noe wad i mean.

after that, all the talked at the coffeeshop...
were all abt two from the opp sex. well,
i talked the most. 70%.
talked abt sec one life...memorable?
the days of throwing paper balls...sounds childish,
buts its part of my memories.

go read my early archives.
i've swore not to give up earthly desires for feelings and emotions.
but today, yet im able to give up wealth, fame, power...
for feelings and emotions.
i dunno wad caused the change in me,
but really, i think i've change so much.

i've always thought im so silly.
she doesnt lyk me, yet why im clinging onto sth that's impossible.
i thought im so silly, i gave up earthly desires for emotions.
im so silly, i've always been waiting for something that has no answer.

mirai koukai. brand new world. we are. hikari e.
songs lyk this used to boost my ego and let me fly higher,
just becaused im down with earthly desires.
but now, they're no more than songs.

with all these, i proclaim the completion of stage four,
and proclaim the start of stage five: the change of me in others' eyes.

Two man sat in their classroom, listening and singing to songs that are so emotional. One broke down for his feelings, yet the other went on singing. Listening to particular songs that reminds particular memories, i wonder if those days could live again. one more time, one more time. Everything's is like coming to and end soon, and yet, it seems lyk im deeply rooted into it.

im human, im vulnerable too.