wednesday.

The day before the last stand.

well, its another peaceful day again,
none other than lessons and more lessons.
surprisingly i manage to go through geog w/o being tired,
and also for the later part of the day.

time flies,
and tmr is the start of eoy.
well, somehow i cant feel the tension,
as you can see that im still blogging daily.
perhaps im addicted to blogging;
sometimes it teaches me how to show my thoughts and feelings in the right manner.

misunderstandings....they get deeper and deeper as time goes on, without clearing. i wonder if for once i could talk to you again, see the usual smile you had, and talk out everything nicely, understand wad both parties wants. playing....it seems much more diff as before. you kept quiet. but i feel the detest and hatred. the kind of feeling that 'i-dun-wanna-get-close-you'. im nvr mean that ur targeting...but deep in, you view me differently. that's all. wad i want is how things were like as before- smiles, laughter, joy. not misunderstanding that evolves into detest as they are not cleared.

dedicated to someone;
i dun think the person might read this.
well, sometimes, keeping quiet aint a good thing-
instead, misunderstandings gets deeper. for both parties.

well, time flies...
and soon, im gonna get banded away into another class. in less than a mth?
well, perhaps for once i should leave everything behind as i go...
but i cant bear to part.

Have a sake, put away all negative feelings; let's have another glass.