monday.

I ran and ran, and never thought I will reach the gates. Luckily, I've survived.

okay, so basically i just came bk from breakfast/lunch.
and before that, i had a game of badminton with derek and aaron.
so heard that derek joined the tkss ncc(land),
a pretigious east unit with 8 yrs consecutive gold.
one east unit that can be on par with zhncc other than ahsncc.

and so,
really had not much plans for today,
just want to wrap up my work and prepare for tmr.
have this dunno wad tea drinking thingy tmr,
and feels lyk sitting with ECMT on the bus.
somehow, i really thank fate for letting me noeing ECMT,
cuz all along he had been one such gd fren. thanks ECMT.

and now i think...i finally understand.
finally understand the feelings,
how she felt when she just wants me to get away.
i only knew this...
when i wanted someone to get away from me.
i believe it's lord's grace,
putting me into her footsteps,
and noeing wad she wants me to do.
if maybe just hiding at a corner looking at her can makes her feels better,
i'll gladly do that.

just now, i saw a nakama emo-ing.
that just pushed me into deeps thoughts,
deep thoughts of whether who will help me when im down.
i rmb all the times when im down with nothing...
it was all myself who pull me up.
i dunno why i had such strong spirits,
able to overcome obstacles easily.
i dunno why, im made this way.

somehow, sometimes i really admire my hairdresser.
i've been a regular customer of her since last yr.
wad makes me keep asking for her service,
is not just the skills that she has,
but also her gd temper.
maybe i've always have a liking for gals that are gd temper.
those that forgive and forget easily,
those that can lend u a hand when u're down,
those that actually stands by u even if u're wrong.
but alas, such gals are rare species.
how i hope i've meet another one.

really, feels damn low and random these few days.
maybe a cup of tea tmr might help to regain the vigour.

When such a boy meets such a gal, things doesn't get any better -RAR.