wednesday.

Pirates are evil!!? The Marines are righteous!!? These terms have always changed throughout the course of history...!!! Kids who have never seen peace and kids who have never seen war have different values!!! Those who stand at the top determine what's wrong and what's right! This very place is neutral ground!!! Justice will prevail, you say!? But of course it will!!! Whoever wins this war becomes justice!!!
- Donquixote Doflamingo

the above comment again,
let me have even higher respect for the creation for doflamingo.
though he might only be a small fry character, and looks weird,
but his words had nvr not to make sense to me.

okay, so its another day in sch.
kao, the dishonouyr ytd already makes me sian for sch today.
and david came bk. nvr fail to disiao us at the toliet.

the plain boring timetable almost killed me.
sometimes, you just want a change.
and had to stay bk for lit play again.
so damn sian.

after sch went to eat in canteen.
talked abt being dishonoured ytd, i just gets more and more angry.
to a sense that i nvr explode.
and half of this fire was extinguish,
when i disiao a gal outside sch. just outside sch.
looks quite cute, hahas.

and the play went on.
many times quarrels almost started,
but always nice ppl lyk kelly is thr to prevent it.
and it ended lyk...nothing lorh.
prepare to die tmr.

and after awakening from all those dreams and illusion,
it isnt hurt and sadness that penetrate my brain and heart.
but, its even more determination and strength.
i have to prove to them that im worthy,
and to make them regret.
i have to prove, that im a strong man.

and then. really thought through alot.
'all the more i nid to complete my operation.' i thought.

and then, i really hope somehow...
sometimes maybe if even she shot me down,
i hope she can really treat me lyk a classmate.
cuz, i feel nth for her now.
and then, if anytime u nid to compliment or comment me,
do that in private.

and then...after much events, and things today,
finally, came to realise, sometimes, we have to see and do as we think.
and then, we have to make the best outta everything, sometimes.

now, im in a damn normal mood.
all i want, is to either become an actor...or a maritime captain.

well, hope's all the oncoming events goes well.