wednesday.

There's nothing such as right or wrong; its just on your own perception. But definitely something always remain to separate yes and no: Justice

PS: pls read the whole post to get the whole idea.

its another simply-absolutely normal day again.

well, everything was going all so well,
and its hard to find almost silence in the class this morning.
wad breaks the kind of dormant mood is when something happened.
and of course, when i say something, it doesnt sounds nice.

okay, so things went on lyk this.
it was right after morning parade,
and we're suppose to return to our classes.
well, i saw okama-chan spamming the lock;
it just seems lyk he dunno the code,
and dear classmates are waiting outside the classroom.
so, i just went forward, gently shoved okama-chan away,
and open the lock.

ECMT was beside me. MKXP too.
and there is 37. he tried to peek the code.
of course, past events proved him not a trustworthy person.
so i gently shoved him aside. and yet he still came forward to peek.
of course, i gently shoved him aside once more, until someone said this:
'aiya, ******, just let him have a chance to act pro larh.'
blood never boils any higher then.

a chance? act pro?
NAN DAI YO!!!
it was all round only a 0.001% haki stare,
already giving much face to RAR.
and i just shoved the door hard aside while entering,
and she shouted, 'eh u just knock ******!'
i gave a 0.002% haki shout. 'TIAM LARH'.
already giving much face, nvr adding 'cb', 'nb'.
and yet, i think she went angry,
unknowing wad absolute insult and mistake she made.

giving a chance to act pro...
not only this just dishonour me in front of 2e3,
but also a comment of insult.
act pro..act pro...
im not angry of you calling me 'act pro'(extraordinary doesnt have to act pro; they are),
but is the way u insulted me.
if u say act pro maybe i would let that go,
but adding giving a chance...
THIS ONLY MAKES ME SOUND SO PATHETIC,
LIVING OFF THE MERCY AND ATTITUDES OF OTHERS.
BY SAYING GIVING A CHANCE AND ACT PRO,
THAT JUST THROWS AWAY MY HONOUR, SHAME ME,
AND EVEN AGREE TO THE FACT OF TREATING ME,
AS A 'SECOND CLASS CITIZEN' WHEN YOU USE 'GIVING A CHANCE'.

out of goodwill i want to open the door,
and let classmates enter to save time.
out of goodwill i help them out in opening the door.
out of goodwill, THIS IS THE SHIT I ****ING GET.

i demand apology.
if not, then dont blame me next time!!!

~~~

this incident sets me into thinking the whole day.
perception. yes, its all about perception.

some ppl think saying some words are alright. some dun.
some ppl thinks doing some stuff is fun. some dun.
i dun think 'giving a chance to act pro' is just only a casual remark.
however, she begs differ.

sometimes i dun blame u gals for having a diff perception from me.
i know, we are all different.
but things are always wrong when you cross the line,
ESPECIALLY ON MY HONOUR!
u ppl hardly took it to understand for everyone,
u ppl hardly took it to accept everyone,
u ppl seems nvr to decline one weak points and appreciated one's good points,
but it seems that you ppl ignore the good points,
and take the weak points as a stereotype.

i noe its just about different perception,
but can sometimes, u ppl be more sensitive?
doesnt means that other keeps quiet all times,
means that there is nth wrong.
we are just bearing. bearing with that attitude.

i hope u can understand wad i mean.
i dun wan to make an extra foe.
noe ur mistakes, apologise,
i can swore frenship with my life on.
but if u dun wanna wake from dillusion,
then...its up to you.

i hope that this post can give an advice to all readers.
'learn to understand and accept eveyone, treating all with the same perception.'
'learn to to take one's weak points as a stereotype.'

i dun wish to see similar incidents again.
if it does, and happens on me...
"i've not try out the muscles after vigorous trng...who wans a broken rib?"

Not just learn to accept and understand, but view all with the same perception.