saturday.

I've set myself to become the King of the Pirates... and if I die trying... then at least I tried! - Monkey D. Luffy

so, had a really, really, nice night ytd.
cuz had this convo with aaron, yf, and mianyou.
talk crap derh larh, but still very fun. lol.
then talk abt a lot of stuffs.
i shared quite a lot. hehes.

so, many said that i've changed a lot...and taking a look at my blog.
aaron ytd was lyk, 'when did yitian become so romantic?'.
and i was lyk 'wtf'.
okay larht he post, this few days quite emo. heheheh.

so..really had a weird dream ytd.
it isnt really that weird, but it was replaying the episode.
the episode of one piece, where luffy ask robin to lived.
and the jaya arc, when he fought with bellamy.
somehow, the background kept playing luffy's voice,
'I've set myself to become the King of the Pirates... and if I die trying... then at least I tried!'.
really, i think, had i forgotten my dreams?

had i really drop so low to let emotions control my life?
had i really let my feelings take over my logic?
i think weibin will be a bit upset seeing this, but,
rest assured, i still earn for her.

and...my mind is of mixed thoughts now.
seriously, i dunno whr im heading.
i rmb the days i foguth hard and trained hard to walk towards my dream.
yet, i rmb the gd old days of sec 1 life.
wealth, fame, power...
they disappear lyk smoke and fog,
but that's whr my dreams lies!

i think, i should just devote myself to complete all ten stages first.
before i could do anything.
let's reveal a bit of the plan:
Stage 3: 54-56kg
Stage 4: Full use of hito hito no mi
Stage 5: The change of me in other's eyes
Stage 6: Mastering full use of fitness and intellect potential

its getting more and more deerper as it goes on.
dunno i can tahan or not.
but i just nid to walk on.

I don't really ask for much, but just a chance to accept me, once, once is enough

PART II

wow, there's a part two.
simply means im going to crap even more. zzz.

okay, so there's new tags on my tagboard.
".....blah...blah."
well, kinda have the i-dunno-wad-to-say-and-it-wasnt-ur-cue feeling.
firstly, its okay is any other ppl say that tag to me..
but the first one to agree to it should be *******!
she should be the first one to agree to that tag on my blog, not my nakama.
and if ******* really say that to me,
wah, i dun mind dying and going to hell for 10000 yrs.

anw, got bk the cue for my aspirations.
while jogging.
went for a jog after watching 'the academy', i show i watched dozen times.
got bk the spirit i lost for my aspirations.
but this time its diff.
'i have to fulfill them, cuz its just makes me feel worthy'.
no more fame, power, wealth.
now, its all abt determination.

oh yeah, had a thinking session from 12-1.
or u can say its a emo session.
kept thinking of wad is the particular someone doing,
has she finish her hmwk...all sorts of things lyk this.
yeah, i noe i do sound a bit weird and crappy.
but that really happened.

and then..just read abt my old tags.
i can really, really, say that she nvr visit my blog.
often is out. nt frequent. but not until nvr.
but lyk...once in 6 mths barh.
so i think it doesnt or does matter...
when i type emo post.
maybe she nvr read one.
or even maybe she nvr visit this blog.

Waiting for you. Till eternal.