friday.

Respect is not gained, but earned.

had a long day today,
and so many things happened,
which are really worth my thinking.

the usual lessons just screwed the days,
and really had no motivation for today.
only looked forward to ncc after hrs.
have weibin acted as my messenger for today,
and after getting a reply,
my next thoughts were,
"can we meet at mac after sch on tuesday or wednesday?"
well, of course not for a meal,
but have something to say.
and it is link to wad alan and junli told me.

ncc.
with the part b left to rake care of things,
cocking up some places is a definite.
nevertheless, we manage to do a gd job,
teaching drills, pt, interaction...
great thanks to BC and ck ng for their wonderful day.
well, first time taking over the company,
thoughts aint on whether how gd/bad juniors are,
but, 'TOGETHER, WE CAN MAKE MIRACLES.

the specs came bk and we had a game of bball before a talk.
chatted with alan and junli;
somehow, it reminds me of my sad past,
as we mentioned of some uncooperative ppl,
some no teamwork, some outcast.
talked abt how ppl nids to experience,
in order to noe how to understand others.
experience hell last yr,
i changed damn lot. it was alan's words,
which simply reminds me of how much i've changed,
how much improvement i've made,
and also answered to my question(nth to do with ncc).

nakama. ordinary frens. classmates.
these words circulated my mind on my way hm from sch.
i think, its always grat affinity that i came across with zhncc.
ppl lyk brandon, ck ng, all loyal nakama that gone through thick and thin with me.
sometimes, i really thank zhncc for everything they gave me.
for all these, i always wanted to return these favours, to the company.
zhncc, or even BC..the guy that always stood by me,
the crew that always stood by me. thanks guys.

talking abt frens..hahas. had sth to share.
i received two notes today.
erm, a long one and short one.
the long one;
talking abt that...okay she mentioned that she treated me as a fren,
and just jacked me for comical effect.
my only comments were, well, i nidda talk to you. at mac.
and there's another short one;
its just a plain simple favour,
but yet, it tells me: you're a nakama.
arigato, onee-sama.

so many things happened today,
that causes me to reflect on myself.
sometimes, i always wonder;
if ppl could think from other perspective and from other ppl's shoes,
wouldn't they understand more?
perhaps, this is the reason,
which eventually cause me to change.

Going to deliver Bink's Sake; with a DON.