sunday.

its another sunday,
but thank god tmr is a public holiday,
giving me much more time to rest,
as well as to finish wadever admin and hw stuffs left.

still thinking of wad she said to me ytd.
and thinking of one of my nakama's circumstances in her family.
i begin to visualise justice calling me.

i rmb for once i pledge to the supreme lord that,
i will render a service for justice,
in exchange for two yrs of fate.
well, after hearing my fren's story,
i didnt expect this pact to come so fast.
so many things happened in one day,
and enlightened me much, much more.

i rmb when i was typing part II of ytd post,
one of my classmates send me an instant msg,
showing support as a fren.
well, this kinda let me understand,
'im not alone.'

and just realise that i have been writing for near to a yr on this blog,
from writing immatured crap to matured crap,
i wonder if there's any avid reader and fans of my blog.
even if there is, i doubt there will be a lot.

for today and ytd,
the word justice is circulating my mind lyk mad.
and coincidentally, i watched SPL on tv ytd.
on movie on somehow justice.
and it was lyk,
'alrite since there's so many clues to take this path, i shall take it!'

justice, wad a hard word for definition,
and yet, wad an easy deed to spot.
perhaps, sometimes, justice triumphs everything.

sometimes, life really needs justice,
life really needs equality.
if life doesnt have it, then...
fight for it!
even if you die fighting for it, its alrite;
because, for once you fight for something that you want!

PART II

yay, there's a part two for today!

okay, just bathe after i came bk from the hairdresser.
had a haircut. and got another trademark on me.
other than phoenix's eyes and eyebrows,
my next trademark is the slightly sloped chicken backside hair on my back.
this just enhance the fushicho appearance more. haha.

manage to complete my lit,
and somehow study a bit of phy.
and now, im thinking of something...
just have to say it, if not it will really get on my nerves.
and it goes lyk this:

'dear nakama,
after reading wad u have typed on ur msn name,
the only expression and feelings that i can get is only WTF.
if its oneechan or onee-sama who typed this for me,
i would have fking happily hit the ceiling for my hse.

but see, i noe for fking once u have felt something for me,
and then had some messenger to tell me(courteosy of aaron, how i wish a chio bu tell me that),
but see...our personality doesnt fits,
we cant really get along(except being normal frens),
and u're not the type i go for.
and pls erase all the comments u wan tell me on ur display name,
if not the whole red rose will be finding me for ans.

i dunno is cuz hardly anyone care for u or wad(that happens to me though),
but seriously....we are just frens.
i dunno if that feeling of urs had died out.
and i dun care, cuz i only go for extremes woman,
(extreme hyper/drama, extreme sporty, but i still lyk ppl lyk nico robin :D )

in advance, dun think treating me well will make us improve..
cuz, we are none other than frens.'

wah, say finish liao.
maybe sure tio kena byn other ppl one.
but i bet my avid readers are going to support me,
on behalf of the previous post i write?

im getting damn random now,
cuz lyk...just random lorh.
had been deeply hurt,
and has no mood for something new.
perhaps if fate has it,
maybe i'll meet a real nice chio bu(both on looks and personality),
and make the greatest fren ever.