monday.

It doesn't get any better.

so, a new term started off today.
wad suprises me is that the orienteering team,
HAD CAME TO JOIN FAC.
with me, the knight of FAC and the orient team,
FAC had turn into one of the fittest team in zhss. hahas.

then was lessons such as hcl and math..
and slack through.
after recess was a slack period,
two hours somemore.
played and joke around. hahas.

then. at the end of the day,
was talking to the class abt the lit play.
didnt had much time left now till thurs,
and i had to take the helm cuz the director went to eat watermelon.
then most of the classmates seems reluctant to listen..and to stay tmr.

well, 2e3, look.
we are now in the same boat,
and i seriously dun wan to disappoint mdm ng and dave.
we have to get all this done tgt, and as a class!
i dun mind that if tmr only half of the class turns up,
but at least the props and stage nid to be present.

and then...as i was getting the class for this,
saw that the most hyper enthu person in our class could actually lyk..
dance after a long time then sit down.
maybe the person's busy or nvr took notice,
but from this, i knew that the person might nvr give much of a damn of this play.
and the person didnt lyk...have much thoughts for it.

the class was in this kind of state long ago,
but wad the person showed utterly disappoint me.
the person suppose to be the most hyper enthu,
and yet this time, another class thing, as one of the leads,
the person could actually not care much.
maybe it might be the reason that im the male lead,
maybe it might be that she's tired of all this stuff.
but...im just disappointed.

The first time you caught my eye,
I hope our hearts could be as one.
Now, feeding silk into a broken loom,
Surely not a bolt of cloth can be made.

i thought i do stand a chance.
i thought for once, you might had taken notice of me.
but now, things are worse than before.
but why lyk that to me when you can be nicer to others?
just pure stereotype?
maybe all along its a dream of my own.
maybe all along its just an illusion.
i gave in everything, but you threw them away.
now, im awaken from this dream...
by the same devil that sends me slping!

i just hope it all turns good tmr.
because, its a long time i ever use haoushoku haki,
ever since i used that to make joel and another guy fall sick.

I seriously, dunno wad you're thinking.
I seriously, dunno why you had to treat me like this.
I seriously, still stand there for you.
Why didn't you turn back,
For at least a glance?
Maybe I had never meant something to you,
All but a passerby,
That once create numerous troubles for you.

hope one particular person wun read this.