患难见真情

i feel so much, so much, like crying.
and these tears, are sweet. very, very sweet.

a lot of things took place today.
as usual, things weren't that nice in class.
well, it seems like i'm an absolute loner in class.
and then, i just felt very, very negative.
imagine enduring five days of sad feelings.
somehow at that point of time,
i felt like killing myself.

but then things took a different perspective later.
well, a series of events took place.
and then, because i didn't receive what that i should be getting;
some of my mates mentioned the word 'coup' and 'mutiny' in front of me.
i was so shocked that these words came out of their mouth;
but then, today's incident told me who were my true supporters;
my true friends, my true brothers.

they knew i was in trouble, being ostracized;
and they were willing to pay any price to save my honour.
i knew that this feeling wouldn't last long;
but you guys told me that i made the right friends.
and those who didn't support me,
were just friends that ain't mine to call.

heartfelt thanks to the following people:
Chong Kai, ChangJun, Deon, Edmund, Daryl, Martin, Yu Liang.

thanks for your support;
thanks for that meaningful and valuable friendship.

people always say that true friendship will only emerge in times of trouble.
today, i saw who were true to me.
i saw who will stand by me.
i saw those that stood with Justice.

all the negative thoughts i developed over the week;
they just disappear in that very moment.

i felt touched, i felt happy;
i lost my promotion, but i gained true friends!
the hardest to gain in this world is people that are true to you.
even if they didn't put their words in actions later on;
at least they gave the sincerity for me to call them friends.

thank you, thank you.

despite the setback, i will never back down.
instead, i will do my very best,
and train the kids to be the creme de la creme.
i will prove to the world;
my success is not attribute to chances given by anyone.
they are fruits of my labour.

and thanks a lot, ChangJun,
for standing by me and talking to me all the time.

but still i must apologise to a lot of people:
those classmates like ziying,
friends and brothers medic, ryan, nigel, lexus, afiq, jenq horng;
and also the one who expect me to be at SSC: C/LTA WeiBin.
sorry guys, i wasn't pro enough to make it there.
if fate allows, we'll meet again.

losing a promotion, again.
this time, the feeling is so much different from how i felt two years ago.
indeed, i seen through a lot, i matured a lot.
maybe, it is all these setbacks that taught me to be good.
maybe, these setbacks are what that make me strong.

i must now strive for better results in my post.
after letting so many people down,
i can't let anyone else down anymore.
especially martin.
his kids are now my kids;
i promised to turn them into heroes and legends.

it was after all, a learning journey.

i thought i always lose out to others;
but this time,
i gained experience people should be gaining ten or twenty years later.

sorry, and thank you guys!

i love you all!