人生千百态

after more events started to take place,
a feeling of calmness filled my heart.
'all these are coming to an end soon,'
i thought to myself.
maybe, it's going to come to and end;
maybe, there an even more challenging sequel.

these series of events that took place in my life at the current moment,
they changed and shaped me in a different way.
they changed my dreams, they changed my attitude;
they also, most importantly,
led me to see the many facets of the human race.

so many different personalities and characteristics,
that i discover and came across these few months;
they taught me the realism of the human nature.
how human can be selfish, and how human can be greedy;
how human beings can manipulate over another human beings,
which the life and death of that manipulated one,
have nothing to do with the one manipulating.

seeing so much in life,
more than what i've been seeing the last two years.
in the last two years,
what i met were different kinds of straightforward people;
even though they are of different personalities,
if they hate you, they just tell you.
today i see real human deception,
real human greed and selfishness,
as well as real human miscalculation.

this year, i came across again, so many different kind of people;
gentle human beings full of compassion,
deceptive human beings that hide their thoughts,
and then, many many others to list.
from them, i saw my various selves;
i saw how i behave at moments of times,
i reflect upon myself from their actions.

yesterday was an interesting day.
morning, i got a comment at the soccer field,
'you'll still let in goals even if you're not the goalie.'
and afternoon...that's not worth mentioning of.
evening, i got another comment,
'good job guys, keep up the good work.'

i saw the many facets of human race.

maybe i need some time to analyse them.