Wednesday, February 24, 2010

change.


maybe sometimes, a little change in ourselves can really change many things.

have been really enjoying today and yesterday.
for no other reasons.
just find that nowadays, time past by real fast,
but things are real peaceful, for the current moment.
at least not as tiring as what it is weeks ago.

nowadays got the kind of passion for studying.
not the mugging mood, but the keen and interest for knowledge.
just wanna know how things work,
why things are like this,
and how we suppose to do certain things...etc.
but, i have no mood for all the test.
treat the test like nothing.
in contrary, this leads me to have a soft feeling for all the tests;
i don't treat them seriously.
but, it also removes me of the kind of test phobia one would usually have.

maybe when we don't go and focus much on certain things,
they will seem to be simpler than ever.

have quite slack moods nowadays.
life revolves around studying(because i like to), CS, and then a bit of coffee.
nowadays i really look forward to weekends.
really want to get a haircut and shop for some stuff.
perhaps a new wallet, some books, and maybe a watch.

find that i'm quite silent in school these two days.
perhaps that's how things are when you get older.

well, somehow, i find one simple way to happiness.
learn to cherish, that's one way.

i been through yesterday, i'm going through today, and i'm waiting for tomorrow.
i don't live in yesterday, because i don;t linger over things that have taken place;
neither i don't live in tomorrow, i'm not a man who looks towards and plan for the future.
i live in today.
i live in today to enjoy every second of today,
to change whatever disappointment that happen today into a smile on my face,
to use every minute wisely by doing things i like;
i don't bring the troubles of yesterday to trouble me today,
neither do i bring the aspirations of tomorrow to tire me today;
i take things as they comes, and change them whenever it is needed.

every second i stone in front of this desktop;
time passed by being wasted.
thus i use seconds that i can spare to write this,
hoping that you can cherish the time you have today.

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