a month of turmoil, a month of change

original version of 新不了情!!!
so much better than those that are sung again,
esp the one by jam hsiao.
originality beats everything ppl.

in a blinking of an eye,
the month of february have come to an end.
scrolling down the archives of my blog,
i just realised how much i've been through in the month of february.
and how much i understand, how much i seen through.

how much i've lost, yet in return gave me a lot that i gained.

just a month, barely a term of the year;
february, indeed change me a lot.
it led me to see the hearts of human beings,
it led me to understand what is call 'death' figuratively;
it led me to even more independence,
february showed me a miracle.

going through so much in this month,
i must say, for now i've really see through things.
i learn to take things easier and simpler,
and i learn to slow down my paces in life;
hence, i learn to appreciate, love and cherish things and people around me.

the month of february told me who will be the one standing with me always;
the month of february showed me the real aspiration of my life.
the month of february gave me chaos and turmoils in every part of life,
except family.
it taught me the hardest of life,
and how to deal with this hardness with gentle manners.

i was just thinking back about myself in january;
i was then a loud person, who view short term causes as ultimate dreams.
now, i learn to differentiate the importance of many things;
i learn to know, what should life have, and how should life be.

tomorrow is the start of another month;
a new chapter, a new start, a new beginning.
it's the sequel to the story of yesterday,
but also the prologue to the story of tomorrow.
no matter what does the month of march have for me,
i shall take things as it comes.

and deal with them happily.