holding a faded photograph.

first day of chinese new year,
hereby wishing everyone a happy chinese new year!

well, a new year, means a new start.
the start of 2010 along brought me so much trouble;
at least, there is still the start of the year of the tiger,
that allows me to have another fresh start again.

the year of the ox ended with some kind of sadness,
yet a lot of enlightenment,
allowing me to see through many things that i never used to see through.
now, another starting for me;
allowing to me to have a new beginning.

all along so many things that happen,
i felt a force that is trying to make me someone better.
as many had said,
'we sacrifice for a bigger purpose'.
giving up something now,
means i am preparing myself for something more worthwhile.

didn't really have much of the festive season mood this time;
at sec 3, you wouldn't have much mood to celebrate anything.
somemore, i dun really expect to see or get anything for CNY.

it felt like any other sunday for me today.
now, i don't see a purpose of life for myself;
but i have a feeling,
something big is coming my way.