A Walk of Life.

Cantonese classic 浪子心聲, by Sam Hui.
if you guys don't know who he is,
he's the one who made legend in Cantopop.

浪子心聲 was one of Sam's most famous song;
it never fail to attract listeners who made this classic a favourite.
this, could be consider an all time classic;
it's the song's lyrics that made the song a famous one.

had been listening to Sam's song throughout my life.
these songs were listened countless times,
and in the past, i listen for the 'nice' of the song.
i just find it nice, and don't really know what the lyrics means after all.
years past, i grew up,
and i finally understand what the song is trying to tell us.

perhaps, this song now is the only thing that can tell how my life is.
life, is a bit bleak, yet enjoyable.

to today, i realised, how much i've lost in life.
losing my stand in NCC, dropping in academics,
and many other things as well.
chua told me, i would never be USM;
because my reputation is seriously tarnished in ZHSS. how true.

all these years, facing so much in CCA and life.
clinging and struggling in e3, being sabotaged in NCC.
i realised how stupid i am,
to think that there is real brotherhood in this world, in NCC;
but it turns out, to be series after series of power struggle.
and yet, looking at the other side,
i realised how i found a good class, a bunch of good friends,
who could understand me.

everyday, i walked alone during recess time;
no one wants to come near me.
i don't really give a damn about it;
at least i know who is true or fake friends.

and now, thinking back,
i feel like relieving of my duties in NCC;
no more power struggles, no more nothing.
i will not served for superficial purposes,
and now all i want to do in NCC is,
to educate my juniors properly,
make sure that they don't go astray,
and the ideal brotherhood is in them.

wealth, fame, power.
i wasted my reputation to get all these things,
and i ended up with nothing.
till today then i realise,
true happiness lies in charity and helping others,
true satisfaction lies within seeing a wonderful world.

a series of problems, a series of fuckers;
my future is ruined in NCC, my future is bleak.
two years of hardwork, phone calls, helpfulness, no more.
but then, i always know that,
what is fated is always fated.

perhaps i really found the real goal in life today.
i want to stand for two of my life biggest purposes:
Justice, and the concept of Right and Wrong.
suddenly, i feel like joining the Police Force.

the world is a dark place, full of hypocrites;
but morals still stand, because there are still upright man.
fear not of ghost and gods, but of people beside you;
someday even your best friend might stab you in the back.
fear for retribution,
do good and fate will reward you,
do bad and punishment will come.
sooner or later, it's just a matter of time.

stay gold.