playing counter strike almost every afternoon these few days.
well, the game reminds me of my childhood dream of entering the police force.
either a part of the tactical team that counter riots and terrorism,
or a normal constable that patrols around the neighbourhood;
i strive to become a policeman when i was so much younger.
again today, through playing CS, this childhood dream seems so much visible again.
visible until it becomes an ambition.
things might not spell good to me for the next few days,
i predict. i'm expecting a lot of troubles to get onto me,
like ants and bugs, biting me, torturing me non-stop.
well, today my geog tcher, Mrs Ho, said something,
"Against All Odds".
looks like i have to overcome things against all odds once more.
i was thinking of life in school;
realised that everything that happens in the school,
is slowly changing me, shaping me, nurturing me.
perhaps what that is going to take place is a course;
one that shapes me to be someone better,
in order to complete a greater cause of greater height.
learn a lot, understood a lot.
but there's still more for me to understand,
a lot more for me to learn.
judgment comes from experiences, and experience comes from bad judgments.
we go through certain things;
but if we don't learn from it, understand from it,
there's no way we're going to change,
and for sure we're going to repeat the same mistakes again.
looks like i have to make a change for life.
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