today.

argh. i'm down with flu and cough.
all thanks to tuesday and ziying.
pass the flu and cough to me.
argh, i can't talk properly, i can't breathe properly.
i should have buy tuesday some strepsils when she started coughing last week.
so sian. i must go spam herbal tea liao.

today, is just another busy day.
well, the quality of my post are getting more and more shitty;
there isn't much inspiration for stuff when there's nothing exciting, fun, interesting and hardcore happening in your life.
all you do everyday is just go school study, then go home sleep.
with a life like that, living under such circumstances,
i don't think i'll have much inspirations for life.
how i want my sec 2 life back,
where there's stories daily.

many people are getting MCs nowadays.
sick, fever, whatsoever.
well, the problem is that we study too hard until we fall sick.
eh the school principal, go home and 'mian bi si guo' pls.
look what you have done! hardcore until people fall sick.
i don't think we can give the school good results when we're not in tip top condition to perform.
all they have to do is, change the new art studio into a big gym,
and then extend the canteen a bit, try to cut down on the workload.
under good living conditions, then will we be able to perform in our best.
i guess this goes the same for everything other thing else.

oh by the way, today we had a little chat with Mrs Ang about local students and foreign students. those ang moh ones.
i voiced out about how we're getting a lot of stress,
then unable to perform in our best.
and then putting us into comparison with the ang moh students in UK, US.
then she rebutted, saying that there's a high percentage of these Caucasians that are illiterate.

somehow i think that, it's better to live a happy life than a stressful one.
we fought and struggle non-stop for all the results and targets;
what where's it going to get us in the end? death?

to see that all mortals came into this world empty handed,
and leaving empty handed, too.
i'm not trying to say that we shouldn't be productive;
but we only live once, and we should enjoy.
one chance, it's about how you used it.

give me that chance, i'll rather have a normal salary, and live a happy man;
rather than to have fabulous riches, but struggling and fighting all day to keep myself in the ranks of the society.
sometimes, being happy is the most important.

learn to enjoy this life;
when you're really happy, enjoy that moment.
when you're stress, just throw away all the workload, and give yourself a breather.
i guess people survive not because they are strong willed, but because they are happy.
being happy makes you cheerful under any circumstances.
so what's the use when you're so strong willed and tries to tear down the metal wall with just only brute strength?
i guess a smile melts the wall faster than it is to be torn by any strength.

that's optimism.
people get far in life not because they are strong,
but because they are happy.
once again i'll say, we only live once.
don't live to be stressed, don't live to be sad, don't live to struggle.
it's a blessing to be able to tour this mundane world once.
cherish it. live life happily, live life lively.