*piak*

and today, well, i'll just say it's a bit ordinary.

really like how the timetable is like today.
have all the slack lessons before i go for my shoot.
and well, sometimes NCC events cropped up here and there,
they can bring you lots of advantage.
i just earned two more days to study for my sciences tests.

well i'm a bit surprised when i saw my 2.4km run timing today.
12.18, it's kinda lousy,
but given the situation yesterday, it's already a blessing in disguise.
just imagine running with blisters under the scorching sun.
having a C grade is better than nothing.

and i'm a bit shocked when i tried the computerised SAR-21 today.
the zeroing just piss me off, the round can hit 10+ metres away when you shoot the target.
this get me and little ken panicking away.
but thankfully i manage to score a pass with such a lousy weapon.
it's already a blessing in disguise.

sometimes i always thinks that we should not be grumbling for what we lost.
yet instead, we should be thankful for what we gained, or what we have.
like today, my situation on my IMT shoot and my 2.4km run.
look on the bright side of things.
if you don't look at the bright side, things wouldn't brighten up.
then certainly things will appear to be dull and bad for you.

a lot of times we feel that life is bad is because,
we fail to see the other side of things.
sometimes, when you choose to change your perception a bit,
things will have a very big contrast with what they used to be.
we would rather use the energy to complain and grumble,
but not to customise ourselves to situations.

perhaps human beings should learn to be like water.
they have an indefinite shape;
they take the shape of whatever thing that contains them.
well, we should also have an indefinite shape;
but shaping ourselves to situations,
rather than we complain and grumble like it's the end of the world.

many times in the past i would grumble and complain,
for why things didn't go my way;
but the hard life makes me to think differ.
sometimes, by shaping yourselves as accordingly to the situation,
perhaps, in the end, you would find yourself emerging as the winner.
because only one that adapts to the environment can survive.

well, if we don't have the power to change,
then don't waste the power on complaining and grumbling.
use the power to live with it.