friday.

A mortal is Immortal only when he or she could do something a mortal can't.

okay, skip the tagbacks, cuz jx-kun tags are always stupid.
today got to stay in class, and the after hcl was digi art.
used the time, to finally, made the final appeal to the Lord.
i guess those around me will noe wad i mean.
seriously, when u committed crimes that u didnt mean to...it hurts.
i plea that he could let everything start afresh, or give me a devil fruit. hahas.

just enduring through lessons till NCC.
kinda okay today, cuz addressments kept drilling us,
as we are deteorating(sp?) in our drills.
and then had a fun PT with wei jie,
which ended up with me having a bon time with aloysius and gang.
they're really a fun bunch of juniors. hahas.
and then so'if came and taught us C&C, and then a bit of interactive.
learn a lot from so'if and addressment; it takes effort and care to lead, not hegemony.

i found the feeling and enthusiaism that made me join NCC at first.

and, dunno for wad stupid reason,
kept looking towards the right in class.
i noe its kinda stupid,
cuz she had already given up, pay no heed, bo chup, dun care me liao.
just wanna go over to console her when she's down, just wanna tell her,
'its alrite!'...but, she'll K me for sure.
just cant get onto operation bangbang...i cant do it.

looking back at my past post,
and at urban-heartbeat,
just realise how childish and immature i am last time.
yes, without this past, i wun be so much, much more logical and mature today.
but, i regret over the sins i committed in the near past..
that's why i plea to the Supreme Lord to give me a second chance.

I noe that she lyks him and hates me;
i noe that she doesnt wants to see me;
she finds me a bore, a detest;
she might think im unfit for her.

no matter wad,
even till the very end,
tell her;
'no matter wad might happens,
if u nid a shelter, if u nid a hand,
im here.
maybe i couldnt sastisfy wad u nid, maybe i could not give u wad u wan,
but im willing to fork out all i have for you.

mah, when did i get so emotional?
looks lyk there's no turning back for this barhs.