monday.

One should not enter by the back door. One who enters by the back door is a dishonour one. - Mdm Lim.

well, one quote by my p6 HCL tcher.
life was really, really strict then,
but it was good. perhaps my value for honour and chivalry, my realism, came from her.

okay, life today aint too bad nor too gd.
things were a bit of slack,
and home econs werent too messy either.
and had slack lessons lyk CE and ICT...
slow paced. and,
really want change seat with kenneth or yan hau.
there the fengshui not bad. lol.

somehow,
i tend to miss my primary sch HCL lessons.
compared to mdm zhang hong,
my p6 HCL tcher is far way better.
lessons were strict, workload were heavy,
but it was indeed, an enriching experience.
not only u pick up skills of academics,
morals, and values, are something u can get.
and all these just seems lyk it just happened ytd...

well,
life in primary sch was all abt being the overlord,
no women included.
now, because i wanted wad every guy wants at the start,
i screw my life since sec 1 orientation...

i really wish to return to that very state,
when im carefree, only caring abt the basic aspects of life.
somehow, i began to wonder if things were better if they were to be kept simple..
maybe i was too hot-headed and impulsive at the start.

somehow,
since i have choosen this path,
i have to continue walking on- no matter wad reasons.
it doesnt matter whether how carefree, how abstinence i am in the past,
wad matters is wad is happening now- im a joker, unlyk the past scholar;
im a 'flirt', unlyk the past gentleman.

maybe things were better if i kept my past state.
well, i just have to continue walking.