monday.

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Qiaohan: aiya, sad that time whr can happy? u come and cheer me up larh.
Aaron: well, maybe that kind of thinking will be better. Thanks son.

another very, very simple day.

enter class to find some silence.
and then went for FAC.
only had dongyi with me today, and ran 12 rounds.

and all the sian sian stuff until CE.
something happened.
saw a scenario...that just boils my fire.
it was lyk weibin wan me 'cham siong' take foto,
for teachers' day. then want take with david if not he paiseh.
then david lyk dun wan dun wan. then ppl nicely persuade him.
fire starts to boil. tell you reason ltr.
then he still give attitude. they still nicely tell him.
then weibin just see david so uncooperative and say, 'yitian..'
and i gave a warning.
finally, could not tahan liao,
i just slammed the door.

perhaps most of you will get puzzled after reading this.
is lyk i see the main diff btwn me and david.
got dai ji, u all talk nice nice to him.
he give lj attitude, u all still talk so nice. smile somemore.
if its for limpeh, diff liao. u all will just blow ur top,
make things not nice.
he over thr give more attitude than i had.
u all still smile. eh, i not human arh?
i give a bit attitude i must condemm for yrs arh?
but no one would ever understand this feeling.
being treated differently...
despite that he's the evil one, and u played baddie for him.
no wonder disputes cant end.

then, wanted to see mr ivan today.
but he's not in, maybe tmr barhs.
just wanna share my feeling with him...

u noe, for two days,
except just some encouragement from a few ppl,
u dun get much.
ppl come here see, also dun wan care abt me.
if its him, things were diff liao!
ppl say i should not post abt sad stuff...
when im down, who's there to help me?
when im sabo, who's there to clear my name?
no one. no one.

dear son told me, his father,
not to care abt wad others see you.
maybe to me, that's self deception barhs.
everytime im down,
i had no reliance.
they treated me as if im unwanted.

today, i see the essential diff.
i see once again, the stereotype.
this only makes me more keen,
to be the 'Emperor of the Black Winged Steads'.

i met with so much turmoils.
who's there to help me? no one.
maybe this aint worse as last yr.
but comapred to it then,
dunno why it feels worse.

One day,
I'm gonna make myself even more worthy.
Today I have Haoushoku Haki.
its more than this the next time.