monday.

well, at least today seems much, much more better.

the celebration at zhss wanst that gd.
had aces day. then run run run.
then she go sprint until wanna vomit.
hope she's alrite.

and, after a bit of slacking in the sch hall.
then went bk to mps. the damn guard told me only at 1330 then can go bk.
and then saw some ex-em3 ppl.
got this nil ncc unit bastard wear one lanyard.
so damn fake.

really, really, miss mps.
miss thed ays how i made name for myself,
miss the days of glory,
miss my days of carefree.
gonna meet up with son ltr,
and have a bon time there.

and, happy tchers' day.

Part II

so, im back, after a long afternoon.

well, everything started when me and son went into the sch.
i roamed around looking for my ex-tchers,
and im glad to see that they're okay.
and just walk here walk there,
looking at my beloved sch.

wad happen next really send me into deep thoughts.

well, so have nth to do,
but to hang around with ppl lyk costner and darren siah.
and son followed us to white sands.
kinda sian down thr...cuz u cant find any common topic.

after looking at the kinda stereotype they have on me,
and after listening to their immature talks,
i was really sent into deep thinking.
son himself was so matured,
and i find myself so diff from last time.

those two harsh yrs killed the old me.
those two harsh yrs killed my childishness,
and put maturity into me.

comparing myself to them,
i felt so diff.
more matured, yet they're still so crappy.

i spent 6 yrs fighting hard back thr,
and i spent two yrs suffering in zhss.
instantly, i got maturity easy.
maybe i should feel lucky,
i got it early to understand so much things,
some ppl spend a lifetime looking for it.

i spent hard days thr,
and harsh times here.
life might be bad,
but i have to tell myself,
'but life goes on. why not make it better?'

looking at the childishness of mps ppl,
and at the misunderstandings of zhss ppl,
i could only say,
sometimes, its hard to survive.
but i have to.