sunday.

Adorning the fluttering flag upon the skies; praising the bright red sun upon the universe.

woke up, and just realise its august nine today.
so, had a quick breakfast, and went to the com.
blog hop here and there, saw some comments tht will break some hearts,
got thrash in mafia wars, and made an alliance in tribalwars.
nidda chiong finish all the wk today.

thinking back,
i have indeed wasted too much time for these two yrs.
having a wrong start in impel down,
i just wasted two yrs.
wasted, i mean by having a bad life.
finally, things are turning a bit better,
but there's only two months left.

ppl tend to regret over stuffs.
but, i dun regret of having a bad start,
and only remedy finish by now.
over these turbulence times,
impel down matured me,
it taught me abt self reliance,
it taught me abt friendship,
and also, ****.

now, i can throw away the hard outer shell of me,
because for now, i dun nid it anymore.
it always remain a question whether the class will still be it without me.
but now, if without him, perhaps the gals will think 2e3 wun be 2e3 anymore.

perhaps this is fate.
a fate tht i create myself.
but through this fate,
i found the key towards adulthood; maturity.
and perhaps of this, i found wad i truly want.

words tht have stuck in the throat,
actions tht went on without thinking,
misunderstanding tht left unsolve;
wad tht has a beginning, will have an end.
i just hope, this end, will not be as bad as the start.

wealth, fame, power;
looks, figure, talents;
all it does not matter anymore.
like humanity,
it turn into dust when humanity is lost.

if you are to ask me,
whether this two yrs have been wasted;
last time, i will agree,
but for now, i wun,
because i just found wad i want.

maybe its a one sided thinking,
maybe it wasnt meant to be.
but its alright,
for i am always here.